Sunflower

new year lalalala

2012-01-02T01:40:00.002+08:00

owhh.. sorry bloggiee abandon you since half year ago.. seems so quiet here and you look so pale.. sorry for that . and now I gotta make some noise here, maybe with a piano soft music, so that you wont feel so boring .. and you are not alone anymore.. I promise hahaha hope so

hmm I don't know what to write really, ok then I think what I could update you about me is just emphasize what I have been through in the past 6 months .

June.

moved in new house pv12. is a nice place in 17th floor. great night scenery from balcony. great landlord Tucker just around 30 years old . great roommate Ivy ^^ learn to cook and eat what have cook by us haha it is not easy job but I enjoyed the days cooking with Ivy. however I am going to move out soon on 7th Jan. back to kk with 9 of my friends here. class trip yea

organised camp for junior, problems occured. enhance management skills.

July.

end a relationship which just started seven months ago from that day :) to distract, I used up my next few weeks in doing video shooting and video editing. great friends I have here. thanks

August.

done my music video. received good feedback and will improve my skill. forgot others things dy oh ya. I went clubbing. hmm and that night something happened. learn from experience yeahh don't think too far

Sept.

went to cousin sis wedding. seriously drunk but at least I still behaved well in front of ppl. Just collapsed when the lift closed yea. learn from experience I don't like wine now :(

Oct.

went back kk home. study alone. but outcome didn't reach my target.

Nov.

stpm. fight for it

Dec.

stpm. had really good days when my friends Yongtat Qianliang Kityi came my house to study and overnightS. cook ourselves and went swimming together. miss them seriously. and jobs as surveyor for 4 days, tough days... and also free promoter for my cousin's product in watson, painful days..

countdown on 31 dec was jam but great 1! the fireworks !!!!!! at klcc with Kityi's bf iranian and his bro Beni and his fren Amir .

it's 2012, I have been 1.5 years here in kl.. I know I didnt do it very well in stpm. anyway, I know there is no regret for coming here to study. This trip gave me a lot which I believe I couldn't achieve in my previous high school. Thanks for everyone I met here.

I plan not to continue study in at least 1 year after my stpm. I gotta go for work and travel alone and also takes part in some competition. working in dif industry in such as film & production, architecture, food manufacturing maybe? dont know.. to seek what I really like ;)

happy new year. take care of yourself

Cuy lost

2011-05-27T19:49:00.002+08:00

这是我的blog,我现在要打华语。

好久不来post, 再不post就发霉了。现在来大扫除一下。。我要写什么好呢，想要下废话搞气氛自high一下，但又觉得没有意思。看到别人写内心的，静态的东西，我也想要把内心的东西挖出来post上来啊~ 可是，暂时没有什么可以挖的，心是空空的，有种空虚的感觉，好像连风吹过，心脏里面都会感到一丝丝凉凉的feel.... 脚踩着地板有飘呀飘的feel.. 我好像废了多时。

上课，是我最讨厌我自己的时候。不懂从何开始，我常常不专心听课，看着老师的脸，手抄写着老师所说所写，但心却不知觉地飘到了哪里去，然后假装听的懂他所教。假装？我最anti假装，我向来走“真” 路线，我就是这样，想跟你say hi 就 say hi ，不想就不hi , 不爽你就跟你讲清楚哪里不爽，不会搽你的鞋，你讲的笑话好笑的我会笑，不好笑的我会跟你讲不好笑，然后很真地假装笑一下哈哈哈哈(haha XD)，在路上可以照镜子用手指挑牙，aunty问我饱了吗要？如果饿了就会讲饿，想到什么就讲什么，我不会假装勾引男人，因为会被勾引的男人不是我要的男人。我可以很真，我觉得这样过日子会好过一点，因为我不用怕你看到真实的我因为真实的我就在你面前。然而，上课时的假装，然我很痛苦。。。。。。假期后，我要专心上课！！！！yeah~!

好啦。。就酱啦。哈哈至少挖了一点点。

I am fine. ^___^

2011-03-26T19:10:00.003+08:00

hello . haha I am glad to hear that u are fine. ^^ I am fine too. but not too fine, just.. fine. like that lor.. exam was just over, yea, and this time wont talk abt exam anymore, later u sienx diao. let me update u about my life for the past few weeks, hmm.. quite boring also, dont want to say la, later u sienx diao..(actually because of I am lazy to recollect the past and writeXD ) hmm. what else can I share.. hmm.. oh ya, this afternoon I helped to be May wong's model, for her assignment, so went to studio in college and took some photos, another 2 models are Natalie and Thien, u guys from lok yuk should know them~ haha. had a fun moment with them. but I came quite late because of having german language class in the morning, so just a litte photos of me. haha . anyway this is a very good experience, hope can have more chance to be a model. Btw, I am looking for couple models too for my own photoshoting, because I like to take photos too :)

we have 5 sensory organs, I wish I can use them on the people I love. For example, my mum.

eyes, to see

ears, to listen

skin, to touch

nose, to smell

and.. lastly tongue, haha, what to do with tongue ah? O.o haha French kiss? haha nola, I think tongue is use to talk gua

later earth hour oh.. Ivy is in her church camp now, who is going to spend dark hour with me?

hello

2011-03-23T22:32:00.004+08:00

how are you?

embarrassed myself

2011-02-26T00:18:00.002+08:00

today , I went for audition for the coming international choir competition, it was by choir society. I decided to join with other community service society friends. But on the last day for the audition, I changed my mind, I wanted to join but mid-term exam is coming..hmm.. so, when Ivy was in audition, I waited her outside. then after Ivy have done the audition, we both sitting outside trying to listen ppl singing..... suddenly felt like wanna give a try.. so, ask the ppl there. that time quite late already.. 4.20. audition ended at 4.30.... asked the senior, then they told me full jorrrr.... don't know why I felt so dissapointed...... just wanna give a try but no chance liao..... the judges will give them comment and write down details abt the person in a paper.. and test the key too. even though still not very convinced to join, but when I stood up and determined to go for audition, they told me full jorr, really TT

but anyway, at night went to wangsa walk with Ivy to sing K!!! since just now didnt sing.. beh song ivy selected so much english songs. haha.. anyway really had fun!! time's up but we still sang without melody 30 minutes till ppl chase us out.. haha no face.. and another incident, in the shopping mall, tv film shooting was in progress, we passed by facing the camera while didn't realize the camera lens was shooting on us, standing there blocking the actor, till they scream, cut cut cut... second time after that we passed by there again, we walked in another side.. this time I felt like wanna take few photo of that situation so that I can blog.. but..... after that only I realized that I has embarrassed myself as a background sopoh.

简单地说

2011-02-22T20:11:00.001+08:00

活着 = 呼吸，吃，喝。

活着为了什么 = 呼吸，吃，喝为了什么。

我呼吸，我吃，我喝水，是因为我要活着。

所以，简单来说，活着就是为了活着。

如果活着仅是为了梦想，

那么在梦想达到后，活着又是为了什么。

人要有目标，但不一定要为了目标而活。

佛学

2011-02-04T00:50:00.003+08:00

心在跳，血在跑，胎儿慢慢长大，尸体慢慢腐化，海浪拍打着，建筑物越来越高，再慢慢倒塌，太多的画面让我看到了不断的变化，这就是无常。任何事物都是无常的，比如说一本书，如果不是每一分每一秒的变化，几十年后，为何会变黄？

佛学老师和我说过，我们看到的，形形色色的，都是假相。“ 一本书，你看到了什么？” 我还没领悟到其中道理，有一天我会。

春去春会来，春来春会去。

2011-02-03T23:32:00.006+08:00

Ngiong Hee Huat Chai

I miss my home in Bintulu, Sarawak. I miss the new year celebration there. My parents have a lot lot lot friends there compare to here KK. I miss Ah Xiang Susu and his family (uncle), his second son. I miss Lina Yiyi (aunt) my beloved neighbour, I really like her, I still remember last time I like to call her " lina yiyi lina yiyi lina yiyi... repeatedly" .. she always gave me sweets and cakes! haha. I love everything there, because that is the place where my childhood was.

Tomorrow Ah Xiang susu and his family are coming over here! I am so excited and have prepared what to wear on tomorrow! sexy one. haha. let them see how different I am now from the small little girl. He is my father's best friend since primary school, studied together in secondary school, and worked together. We 2 families always went to travel together last time...

and recently bought a new new year pyjamas. now wearing..

but hor, I found this after had bought it,this is actually a pyjamas for man.

that day actually I was looking for a sweet + cute + girlish pyjamas, but hor, my mum said :" you this 男人婆 wear this baru ngam.." what to do..? haha

Good night and good morning to you.

思念的花

2011-01-29T23:52:00.008+08:00

樱花绽放了

随手捉一把

看着手指慢慢地张开

小心翼翼地

好像好害怕

失去

风

豪不留情地

带走了几片花瓣

心领悟了

就微笑着

放掉

啊~很舒服的感觉啊~

樱花

是会让我联想起思念的花

记得小学六年级时

要毕业了

老师让我们唱了一首歌

“真夏的櫻花”

笑一个吧亲爱的朋友啊

把悲伤留在昨天锁上

还记得那些我们说过的梦想

你的笑脸灿烂如花

总有一天你我会再见面啊

虽然要向着樱花各奔天涯

岁月或许会改变你我的模样

我的思念永不放假

明天的世界等待我们拥抱它

在我心中装着你祝福的话

SAKURA SAKURA

洒满青春的魔法

擦干眼泪说声再会都是成长的代价

SAKURA SAKURA

昂首风雨中有爱我最大

期待他日花开的季节里回家

当时只唱，现在才深深地体会。

大家一定要加油！

: )

懒人

2011-01-26T15:04:00.003+08:00

纯粹想打几个字，让自己集中精神，在这等待４点１５分的篮球练习的时间里，不睡着。

这几天都在考试，拖到最后一分钟才翻开课本是要付出代价的。交上让老师费时的卷子，惭愧。傻人有傻福，懒人有吗？哦，那么我宁愿自己傻傻地享福。可惜的是，我不傻。我不天真，我不单纯。如果有一天我失忆了，我不记得任何人与事物，那会是一个怎么样的我？历史被遗忘，一切重新来过，我还会做同样的选择吗？我还会重演同样的生活吗？我还是我吗？我现在的灵魂似乎好想暂时离开自己的身体，像鬼戏里演绎的那样，进入别人的躯体，感受不同的生活，从不同的角度看这世界。或许，科技有一天可以发达到那种地步。蛮好玩下，

我其实，想当医生的念头曾经存在过，从参与入慈济后，一个在贫穷地区办的义诊，心，就好想有一天能像那些医生那样，免费服务人群，和小朋友说如何保护牙齿。可惜，我不够伟大去读这科。

还有半个小时，还有什么废话可以写？哦！！！刚才我经过学校新的建筑物，我看到校长和王家定！！大人物叻，近距离！！！而且没有其他人在周围，Kityi一边走一边讲电话，当要靠近大人物时，我就一直问她要不要向他们问好，结果她太专心讲电话，没时间决定要不要打招呼，当passing by时，我打算当没看到地走过，可是，王大在我的视线还没离开他的时候发现我，我意思意思地２degree的头，马上向前看，加快脚步。谁知道在他身边的女助理叫了我们一下，还要她叫了我们几声我才反映过来。问了一些问题，然后王大还跟我们说要在新建筑物旁的行人道上建屋顶，不要我们晒到太阳。哈哈哈。爽啊，我和Kityi过后兴奋到乱叫。大人物叻～～（好３８）如果是帅的大人物就好了～～

我很喜欢曹格！现在在这里听到superwoman英文版的，就想到他性感又感性的歌声。

还有一个废话，那就是我星期五9.25pm晚上会飞回家。重点是，我请那天的假，学校竟然批了！他们应该没看清楚我的班机时间吧。哈哈哈。那天早上到下午还可以去shopping和剪头发，还有可以等到那天才收拾行李。爽到我笑哈哈

IVY来了。哈哈。

还有，我要.

time's up! I have to stop here.
Basketball.. sienx. hope later hujan turun lebat.

scold me please

2011-01-19T18:56:00.004+08:00

I lost my watch again. broke the previous record, only used up 12 days.
I lost my hostel key too recently.

I have tried so hard to take care of my things.
but I always fail in that attempt.

can someone scold me please?
scold me. please scold me. scooooldddddmemememe

TT

生日

2011-01-07T23:43:00.006+08:00

生日，妈妈生我的日子。就在十九年前的这一天，我呱呱坠地，坠地的时候可能面是朝地的，所以鼻子扁了。哈哈。今天过得很普通但却很踏实，踏实是什么意思啊？今天一直在走路，脚踩着地板，可以说那是踏实的感觉吗？还有，不好意思地说，我今天在斜坡上滑倒，周围很多同班的与不同班的，我不知被谁扶起，站起来后就不敢望向人群，“你有没有事哦？你有没有事哦！？”欣起嘴角，咬着嘴唇，望着地板说： “我没事，不要看着我就可以了。” 哈哈，今天我也买了个礼物送给我自己（回家claim钱）hoho. 最后一年享有“一”开头的岁数，要好好珍惜这十余岁的青春！！

许下心愿吹蛋糕上的蜡烛代表着什么呢？还没有google找原因，好吧，用我的角度去诠释一下，打到这里，其实我还没有想到要如何去诠释。。。。哦！想到了，因为在蛋糕前许愿的时间有限，不可以许下太多的生日愿望，所以就用蜡烛来限制，如果闭上眼睛许愿太久了，蜡烛燃烧到蛋糕就不能吃了。而为何要多少岁就放多少根蜡烛，我也知道，因为人老了，想东西也慢下来了，所以越老的人需要更长的时间去许愿。

不懂可不可以应用到lea..

birthday.

2011-01-06T22:12:00.007+08:00

our class ended at 11am because all the lecturers got meeting. then xia xiang tuan friends told me to stay back to create new movement for our dance, then we practiced on the stage lor, at a corner covered by the curtain, with xinyi, jiawen, junjiang. then after that they said wanna have lunch, so I walked out from the curtain. On the 1st table below the stage, I saw a birthday cake with candles! I was really shocked, xxt friends all were waiting me there! and many the ppl in the canteen looked at our side, I was so shy at the moment when standing there and listening to the birthday songs sang by them, felt warm and sweet in my heart. ahh... really a big surprise because I thought they will do that on my real birthday tomorrow, hehe, btw, ngam ngam today is my lunar birthday. really thank them so much, my 1st time been surprised by a birthday cake with candles. I laugh till see teeth no see eyes. ^^

and btw thanks to vuikit too for the cake yesterday. and yea,also thanks my family who celebrated with me on 31th dec, thanks to my mum for the gift, thanks to my dad for the angpao. thanks to kityi for the present, I love it. thanks to everyone who still remember my birthday.

Special thanks to my mum who born me 19 years ago on this day :)

老歌

2011-01-05T21:46:00.002+08:00

春去春会来!!

花谢花会再开~~~

只要你愿意,只要你愿意,让梦划向你心海...

2011-01-04T22:53:00.000+08:00

笑话

2011-01-01T22:45:00.002+08:00

I am really tired now. It has been a long time I didn't feel asleep that early. GOOD NIGHT

王维《九月九日忆山东兄弟》

2010-12-22T23:53:00.002+08:00

独在异乡为异客，每逢佳节倍思亲。
遥知兄弟登高处，遍插茱萸少一人。

今天冬至，没回家过节的朋友让我想起这首诗了，想起了叶老师叫我们分组，然后在班上演唱。记忆里面，练习时好像有Ramona拿着guitar，弹奏着蓝色生死恋的一首吉他插曲。因为喜欢那首曲子，所以才特别有印象吧。

tvtvtvtvtvtv

2010-12-19T12:34:00.003+08:00

recently addicted to tvb drama, "Twilight Investigation". so funny ah..
be ghost seems like can be so fun too. haha
i like ah sheng, his sound is so funny.
"Links to Temptation"
see how a noob lawyer "sot dian" with a sexy dancer.

Jasmine mai kazen

2010-12-17T23:09:00.014+08:00

without theme. for fun.

date: 11th December 2010
time: 5pm to 6pm
venue: Alamesra (in front of 1Borneo)
camera: lumix lx3 ( not dslr )

We waited the rain to stop from 4pm til 5pm. couldn't get the perfect sunlight from 5pm to 6pm, so disappointed. and my cousin drove, she forgot to put down the hand break until she parked the car at Alamesra. LOL .no wonder weird sounds were heard consistently "nyi-- nyi--" when she was driving = =

the result of the clicks I made hehe . I edited them but lazy to organize well :P

have u seen my previous photo shooting on Tracy? I think I have improved, do u think so? ^^

日落

2010-12-07T00:28:00.012+08:00

每当傍晚时分，

是太阳和地球分离的时刻。

他看似没有月亮般的温柔与多愁，

他一直都散发着光芒和热能，

好让地球感受到他的热情。

每当傍晚时分，

虽然不舍得，

他依然带着微笑离开，

直到完全消失了，

他才让云朵吸干他蒸发的泪水，

那是地球看不到的眼泪。

下雨，人都说是天的哭泣，

其实，是太阳的眼泪。

十二个小时后，太阳又笑了。

我可以很潇洒

2010-12-05T08:47:00.003+08:00

走一步，算一步。

可是问题是你不踏出那一步。

我也真的只好说，“算了。”

it's different

2010-11-28T21:37:00.004+08:00

: ( :

甘愿做，就要欢喜受。

2010-11-23T18:21:00.002+08:00

看到朋友在布罗格上用方形的华文字体表达内心的世界，就突然也向要写字。可是没东西可以写，我要翻开旧账了。就写下关于上个星期的事吧~

纯粹想要应用华文，并不代表现在的心情。

上上个星期三，前执委跟我说我们又被乡拒绝了。我慌了，怎么办？如果今年没有下乡，那岂不就在我们大学先修系下乡服务团的历史上穿了一个洞？2010年没下乡。不行，我决不容许这污点染上我们一年传一年的file 里面，可以说是史书吧。当天召开了会议，团友们都越来越烦了。怎么办？

星期四，一通电话。有了有了，有乡下学校要接了。可是我们被迫要换下乡模式了，全马我想只有我们拉曼学院大学先修系下乡服务团是一直以来用七天的谊家下乡模式，其他团的早就换去生活营模式了。这次，我们被逼换模式了。在2010年。

接下来筹备了，我以为很简单，我以为前执委100%负责学校沟通，马华沟通事务。我以为我负责明年的就够了。要一个人面对团友，面对马华，面对学校，面对前执委。每天都会有很多问题抛向我，一下子问题多到我不知要先回答谁。问题多到，多到我想躲。很多事都要由我来决定，很多事情我不知该如何决定。表面筹备好像很简单，幕后的重要事物有多复杂没人知。忙得没睡觉没吃东西。无助的时候安静就好，因为身为副团长，如果我垮了，谁来撑着？我的团长，仁，那个时候你在考场，什么都不知，也不用理。

甘愿做，就要欢喜受。

只要心甘情愿地付出，得到的就是快乐。

成功了~ 很成功地办了这生活营，在新山。我在第二天就回了，很遗憾的。不过真的没关系，我还是可以体会到那份喜悦。

爽啊！哈哈哈

在家洗的衣服好像比较香。*

学

2010-11-17T04:08:00.003+08:00

活了十八年，第一次深深地深深地体会到什么是压迫感。我很想说出来，很多很多的感受。但是说了又如何，不被谅解只会让知己更痛苦。因为没有人能明白，就算明白也不一定会懂。

逆境，变变变。

至少，我学到了。

2010-11-15T00:13:00.002+08:00

I can't control my feeling towards chocolate.

termakan..

sorry dad,

I will buy another new box for you.

today I shop shop shop

2010-11-13T23:01:00.003+08:00

for mum for dad for brother brother.

but nothing for myself : (

2010-11-04T22:16:00.002+08:00

To an anonymous visitor,

the time which is shown below the post is actually the time when I start to write a post. but not the time when I publish the post.

:

2010-11-04T18:00:00.008+08:00

" I normally don't study hard for school exam, just screw up with few failed subjects. my form 4 year end exam if no mistaken I failed in the 3 science subjects and addmath. haha, and I only passed once in my sejarah subject in form 4 and form 5 school exam. haha.. the passing marks is 50, that's why lor. haha. anyway, it was still bad exam results. But I managed to get a+ in my spm sejarah, it wasn't a miracle, but the reward from the last month hard work. I always think that I am good in last minute study, like last 2weeks or a month. Just let me stay in a room without going to school, I can really study hard. But that period is quite tough, burn a lot of brain energy.. Now, for my year end exam I started to study 2 weeks before, anyway, the time I estimated to study is actually not enough! physics really isn't an easy subject for me, I cant force myself just use the existing formula, I need to know why I need to use the formula? my physics teacher is very very very very good if compared to Ms Hee XD, from his lecture I found physics is interesting. but just it is not in every part he will explain very deeply which I really desire to learn. my mind always come out with lots of question.. sometimes people don't understand what I ask and.. why do I ask. So, with the reference book from library, I can get the answer. (not those reference book from oxford fajar) But really used up a long long period to find out the answer. a formula can eat my 24 hours.---> y=r sin (wt-kx). This looks like simple if we only memorize it. But it is hard to analyse. I know my imaginary skill have improved by finding out why. yeah! lol.. why suddenly write so much about physics. haha.. seems like showing off how good I am in physics. aiya.. I just randomly type what is on my mind now since I have enough energy to do the work done by typing works. I just woke up from 6 hours slumberland after my last paper Math s/t this morning. nope! work is only can be done with force and distance. so, it is still called workdone if I type words? hmm.. yeah, I guess so because when we click the button actually there is a distance downward by the force exerted which is not pulled by gravitational force. lol..physics again. actually I don't like science subjects because I am lazy to think, but I should like them since I am taking stpm. I hope I can make study my hobby. I want study to be enjoyable. This exam I work hard, why? for money la. wow, money is alluring me to study hard.. cause if I don't get average 60 marks, I have to pay for the next sem. I believe most of ppl study hard for money. because, study hard = a better future with a better carrier; a better carrier = money; thus, study hard = money. a=b, b=c, thus a=c. haha. math comes out now. haiz..didn't do well in my math paper because skipped doing exercises which ordered by teacher. suan le bah. just hope I can get average 60 marks above. and I really felt the stress particles emitting out from my body the moment the exam supervisor collecting my math paper. the stress particles react with with surrounding oxygen and produce stress oxide. this stress oxide is a pollutant which is not good for health. so, I ran away from the exam hall immediately without inhaling the stress oxide. "

: p

2010-10-29T18:51:00.004+08:00

I lick coffee.

佛脚，你在哪里？

2010-10-28T19:49:00.009+08:00

我真的很累。读到很累。

都怪我平时没用功。以为自己很厉害。才发现，佛脚不是每次都抱得到de。我死定liao..

今天又借了上课时间到图书馆读书。今天的鼻子好像不够免疫能力适应那里的冷气，一直流鼻涕，用了很多卫生纸和纸巾。在那安静的地方，我很小心奕奕地把鼻涕喷出来，因为怕喷到太大声，吵到其他人。这样一点一点地喷出来，真的很累，很辛苦。常一直提醒自己活在当下，但这次我真的无法说服自己去享受那一刻，尤其是在tissue用到最后一张的时候，要买tissue身上又带不够钱的时候。没理由要我用身上的布料吸鼻涕，我，还想保留那最后一点点的形象 :)

只好走回房间休息了。走路的时候很累，累倒想晕，可是身体没有弱到那种会晕倒程度。就走着的时候，看着地板想像如果那时我走到晕倒，那该多好，有人来救我，然后把我送进医院，躺在病人的床上，有护士喂我吃药吃饭，像偶像剧里很帅的医生帮我盖被。隔天老师说我病倒了，然后我的朋友都来为我削苹果，插花。好舒服啊~ 什么都不用想。

重点：不用考试。

现在我浪费了几个小时。“妈妈~~救我~~” :''''(

忍

2010-10-22T14:04:00.000+08:00

再忍多一下。。

忍。。我忍。。

arh.. 忍啊！！！！

两个星期很快就会过的。

加油!

破戒。

2010-10-10T20:57:00.003+08:00

有时候，我可以很没有原则。

跟自己说不可以了，但还是那么的不听话。

我最讨厌那个时候的自己。

现在,

我变成了我讨厌的人。

K o m u r a

2010-10-10T01:33:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, I just want to be in a relaxing restaurant especially those interior architeture with japanese feel, which I can take a sip of my scalding tea.. slow down my respiration..listen to each breath..and smile to the sunlight which penetrate through the window.

I kept googling, and I found Komura restaurant at Corus Hotel. The place is just located nearby KLCC. Before we dined, we took a great chance to visit a temple opposite the hotel. It looks new, maybe just after renovation.

12.00pm arrived, we walked into the restaurant. The restaurant has a traditional Japanese village ambiance ! like it so much. I made reservation for a tatami room a day earlier, and this noon was our maiden visit.

But we were disappointed when we saw the room which offered by them, it isn't the tatami room we are looking for, we want a room with table in the middle and cushion on the floor ! They don't give us that room. Maybe it is because of we were only 2 persons. But anyway, the room isn't bad, has a nice green scenery.

We had a ala-carte buffet as lunch, which we ordered from the menu, and food will be served in fresh and hot condition. I prefered this kind of buffet because I no need to walk around to hunt for food and queue up for food.
Every dish was prepared in a true japanese tradition, didn't have too much garnishes on the plates. Delicious, especially the sukiyaki (boiled beef slices), and my first time indulge green tea ice-cream! it was so tasty when the green tea ice-cream was whirling in my mouth with redbean. Some of the food we didn't take pic, so imagine how long are our intestines. haha.

I love to eat this ice-cream!

Dining at Komura is a delectable experience.

I encountered KITYI at KLCC when I was passing by the toilet entrance, that she was walking out, we were surprised by each other at the junction. she looks pretty with a jeans mini skirt and heels! my goodness!! I remember she told me she doesn't like skirt, and she only wears long jeans to school everyday! with sport shoes, this is so different of her. wao O.O

after that we walked to bukit bintang, just want to use up the energy gained.

Then we went to Fahrenheit shopping mall, which is previously known as KL plaza. The renovation turned the dull kl plaza into a new fresh look. I like the white colour of the building with glass.The name of the mall "fahrenheit" which seen on the building is red in colour. The arhitecture brings up the energetic teenage feel. When I first stepped in the mall, I realized that we can't judge a book from its cover, but we can judge a building from its architecture ! XD the mall is targeting on teenagers.

I remembered someone asked me a question. hmm.

now I am looking for casual dress, so I tried this just now.

Don't want to show the photo of my full body.

it was too lady for me. I didn't buy it.

looking at the mirror in fitting room, I really look too femine with dress.

I can't accept if u want me to wear like a lady to meet my frens,

it is so NOT ME..

snow ice shared with peiyi.

the art on the wall?

Got people wearing gown and took photo here.

they kissed in front of public for photograph!!!

so many ppl ge po like me crowded the area.

I want to sleep now.

4.00AM

THE END

finally, arh...

**** !

2010-10-04T22:15:00.007+08:00

I am busy with my life now. Anyway, it didn't take much time for me to type a few words here. So, don't judge stpm-ers are so free, nthg to do. A new system has recently been implemented in all schools with Form Six classes throughout the country. We are required to do research & development (R&D), which mean, we have to decide a topic, then find info about it, do survey, interview, and lastly next semester present it. Co-curriculum activities has already occupied most of my time, why still need to do R&D, plus I am my team leader. Recently I really felt stress because after few months doing research abt space exploration, we changed our topic to generation Y, should speed up everything. What frustrated me is, the teacher who guide us I really beh tahan sometimes. This is the main point for this post... He doesn't listen to me, my opinion. I got my own point and idea on how to do it the best by my way, I know how to lead my team. During lecture I listen to what u teach, I learn, because what comes out from ur mouth are right, those are facts. But it is different when comes to practical, it is about skill of doing something, way of doing it. Just like different ppl got different way of study. So, it is not necessary to follow what u suggested, u are just here to guide us, and I appreciate that, but please don't force us to do it by ur way. By seeing ur face, I know it is hard to make u listen to me, or, maybe my communication skill is that bad ? or maybe this is what we always say, the gap between generation x and generation y. Somehow they don't understand us.

something I just realised, cbox is unable to type "shit". The word will automatically transform to **** after u post it. hmm.. will it show the same thing if I type "fuck" ?

help your chatbox

2010-10-02T22:45:00.005+08:00

Why I am so free like nthg to do and always write something here? hmm..

actually I am going to study in the next minute but I must share this first!!!

I really feel pity to those chatbox owners which spam by ads. It is so annoying. I wonder how they find our blogs. Ppl already warn them but their skin is still as thick as oxhide. Maybe it is because of their face aren't shown? ugly human.

just now I found something new for cbox!

"options" ----> "posting options".

then u will see the ANTI-SPAM PROTECTION.

tick both of the boxes and save.

dont forget to publish the new code.

hope this can make a difference.

stuck in conflict

2010-10-01T23:21:00.005+08:00

one week of village community service postponed to November, flying back home at that time, couldn't go to the village. Has prepared such laboriously, in the end couldn't go unexpectedly. In a very complicated mood. feel stress to make a choice? My parents do not let me buy the plane ticket again, has revolted, now surrendered. Didn't insist too much, because they call me to pay more attention on the schoolwork, and... I agree, that is right. If I insist to go, I believe maybe I can go, but should I? On the other hand, what made me down is to face the society members, my friends. We had already been short of manpower very much, if I quited, they will have to do more job. Moreover in this society I am playing quite important role, acting vice president, drama heroine...etc. Struggled for a long time, finally confessed to them today. Do you know, to say the words “I am unable to go to village.”, actually needs a high courage, high determination. Their response is what I has predict but is also the most I am afraid to face. Explanation of my own point, rejected their detaining, actually I felt sad, it is the double of how they felt, or triple of that. Sad, because will miss the chance to do village community service, this will be a regret in my life; sad, because heard “We really need you very much.”, but I couldn't give anything.

我在这里听到小鸟在叫。

2010-09-30T09:48:00.003+08:00

其实，我真的很想在面子书的account下面，按 "deactivate"
当初想加入，纯粹为了国民服务的一些照片。
现在觉得他的一些用途，让我放不下，
早知道，就不要抬起。

那六百个面子书的朋友，我不清楚，不了解的很多。
决定要删除掉两百个不认识的朋友。
我做到的，
原来只能对五十多个，按下 "remove"。

what's on your mind?

偶尔想在那里写下我一句话的心情，当下的小事。
但却还会害怕突然莫名其妙照向我的spotlight，
顿时让我挡也挡不住的flash，真的很刺眼。
好像多记者，会一直问，把mic指着我笑不出的嘴。
好像好多经过的路人，会一直给评论。
甚至是我不认识的人。

觉得，没有必要。
没有必用一句话引起骚动。

所以我在这开了一个天气报告，
用来写下一句话的心情~

我好喜欢部落格的宁静，通畅的空气。
大大力的呼吸，吃掉氧气。
啊~ 好舒服。

Lost & Found

2010-09-27T20:12:00.004+08:00

I found my spec this afternoon at yamyam park, on the ground.
on the fourth day I lost it. so incredible.

really FEEL good to re-own something which has been lost.

Olympic Day (McD)

2010-09-26T20:38:00.018+08:00

曾经从经听说人生就像一场马拉松赛跑。
没错，
有的不择手段，
有的屡败屡战，
有的轰轰烈烈，
有的走马看花，
有的活到老，跑到老。

昨天傍晚，在我醒来不久（睡到自然醒），吃着泡面的时候，突然kityi 打来，跟我说她弟弟不能去那马拉松赛跑了，问我要不要代替。我毫不犹豫地就答应了。其实很早就想参与了，可是报名程序很麻烦，就不去报名了。真是得来全不费功夫。

昨晚在她家，闭上眼睛睡在同一张床上说的话，在心里依然清晰。你在我耳边说：“有一天我听到天台dj问：“问如果一天你要离开这土地，长期在外国，你最舍不得的人是谁？”，然后我第一个想到的人就是你了！”我听了后真的很感动，很感动。想要永远记得这一份感动，所以我写在这里了。

应许我用方形的文字向你述说今早的点点滴滴吧！

由于我没带到我的运动鞋，所以借了她弟弟的鞋。那双鞋好像躲在鞋架里一段时间了，很缺氧的样子。算了，反正是借的，早上六点多我开开心心的穿上它就上车了。

不久后，就到了起跑点，Dataran Merdeka 。人很多，参与的人好像有7000 +。Wa 我真的好久没那么早起，haOO就没有感受这冷冷的天气，新鲜的空气。

下车走了几步，恐怖的事发生了！我的鞋…

我们全部笑到弯腰。(她的妈妈，妹妹，老一点的阿姨和叔叔)Hahahaha… 还好不是在跑到一半时发生。笑声冷静后，我就跟auntie 换鞋子，只有auntie没跑，所以她穿她车上的拖鞋。

参赛者是有分category的。因为我是代替她弟弟的，是13岁到17岁男生的category 。所以呢，扣在衣服上的code也会不同。我的是F6034。

走在人群里，我就很害怕别人向我投于异样的眼神，因为F 开头的code 是男的。他们会不会怀疑我的性别？我剪这发型，外表上看又像女生，但是带的是F 开头的code。他们会不会在想：他/她到底是男是女？通常在这时，要辨认一个人的性别，我们都会往喉咙看。但看不清楚的时候，就会再往下看。啊！性侵犯啊！不要看不要看！我的已经很小了，你们不会真的以为我是男的？我不要啊！！
我的想像力很丰富hor，竟然可以想像别人怎么想像。

跑到一半，感觉身体不对劲，想找厕所却找不到。每次到这时就会埋怨，如果我是男的就好了！可是，这只是一瞬间的想法，还是做女生比较好。^^

一个小时多，7km 终于跑完了。感想：爽啊~

当我往下看，auntie的鞋前面开花… paiseh

Dataran Merdeka 顿时堆满了宝丽隆杯子。

之后拍了很多照片。

Kityi 的阿姨和叔叔说要等幸运抽奖，要等到十一十二点。我们这三个孩子已经累了饿了，是不想等的。可是，算了，要尊敬他们，我们也一起等。留下来等的人很少，七千多个人，只有几百个看到赢奖的希望。结果，阿姨中到maytower 的2 days 1 night + breakfast buffet, 叔叔中到 chulan royale 的2 days 1 night + breakfast buffet。太幸运了！我们三个冬瓜什么都没有，因为在我们心里早就放弃了这个希望。Hmm…我学到了，不一定要中奖的机会很高，我才可以抱着希望。即使是一百万个人当中抽一个，我也要去相信，可能就是我？要抱着希望面对未来！！

回去冲凉后，我们就一起去用掉McD的voucher。

时钟上的针被风吹了好多轮，很快，明天要上课了。

自责，比起别人骂我，更痛苦。

2010-09-25T21:02:00.004+08:00

我的眼镜盒没有眼镜。

闭上眼睛，逼自己回忆，
想到星期四，最后一次带上它。
再用力地想，
第一节课，第二节，第三节..
经历过的情景慢慢地在脑海里播放。
它在哪里？
我看不到它的影子，看不到了。
我真的不知道什么时候抛弃了它
它不见了，再也，看不见了。

离题的事：
当我努力地在记忆中寻找它的踪影，
我却看到上课时，有笑声的画面。

原来，偶尔逼上眼睛去回忆，
回忆回不到的过去，
也是种幸福。

今夜我在facebook流荡。

2010-09-25T00:48:00.005+08:00

不小心读了一个朋友在facebook的status. 大概是这样，
" 为什么有些女生喜欢把自己的照片用photoshop编辑，不知羞愧地供人欣赏称赞那虚假的自己？这世上没有真实了吗？悲哀。"

读了后有共鸣，觉得这种女生很假。但，我想了想，用photoshop编辑照片，只是让自己在照片上比真实的自己更美丽，并没有严重到说是掩饰真实的自己，这只是很表面的掩饰，就好像你搽粉底，涂口红。难道化妆就是不知羞愧地供人欣赏及称赞那不真实的自己？这种表面上的虚假是没有杀伤力的。

嘴上的口红不恐怖，恐怖的是“笑里藏刀”。

你可能觉得这样photoshop照片很丢脸，但对她们来说或许是光荣的。就好像我觉得玩过山车很刺激，但你却觉得无聊。你可以说很无聊，但不要说我很无聊。每个人都是不一样的，有不一样的想法，不一样的满足感，不一样想要的人生。或许这些女生就是因为在现实的生活中无法找到自信，才会活在这虚假的网络世界，设法赢取别人的赞赏，来建立起自信？或许一个赞赏就能让她们高兴得彻夜不眠？或许她们人生的最大目标就是成为出名的网络美少女？

我们不够厉害到可以知道别人在想什么，所以像这种多余的批评就留给你最了解的自己吧。

jai voon jai voon

2010-09-24T02:00:00.003+08:00

finally!!! finally!!!

she got her own blog,

I am happy.
I am happy.
I am really happy.

because

I like to read my friends' blog,
I like to know what happened to them,3838
I like to listen what is in their heart,
I like to give encouragement,I don't care whether it works or not,

because

I want to keep in touch with them,
especially friends who I really care.

http://chongjaivoon.blogspot.com

I will follow you~
follow you~
follow you~

mooncake

2010-09-24T01:18:00.005+08:00

erm.. last night, erm.. not. now is already friday, I mean the night on mid-autumn day, I had dinner with my cousin. but just went to a nice restaurant for dinner, didn't play tanglung.. didn't get to watch the moon. I miss the celebration with my family, we hanged tanglung around the house, mooncake and tea at the garden ...

but anyway, at least I had a great dinner with my dearest cousin sister. too bad my brother cant join us. the food was very delicious ! chinese cuisine but serve in a very western style, my first time eating chinese food with knife and fork.lol

***my cousin sister is my sifu, I respect her and admire her the most. We have a lot of same characteristics. Of course, we have the same gene pool.

on the way back to my hostel, I managed to take a photo with yigok! the poodle.

and.. I have reached my broadband volume quota.. now surfing internet with super slow speed... it takes few minutes to open a page. I really hate this. wasting time.

so just now walked to cafeteria in my hostel to use their wifi just now at around 7. walao eh, the speed is quite fast lar, but they blocked blogger ! blocked youtube ! block block block. lol, we aren't in school now, and we're 18, why still have this kind of limitation?

so shit shit.

then I met jiawen~ she sat beside me and we chat from 8 something til 11.
took some photos and this is one of them.

cool lerh?

月亮圆

2010-09-21T23:51:00.003+08:00

祝你中秋节快了。

在此献上一首让我觉得很怀念的歌。

selamat hari kuih bulan.

happy moon cake festival.

Encrypt your secret post.

2010-09-21T18:12:00.007+08:00

Don't want to show your post to everyone?
visit this website:
http://www.vincentcheung.ca/jsencryption/instructions.html

Anyway, if you still don’t know how to do it, you can always ask me for help, I am kind enough to lend you my hands. Just have to give me your email address, password for blogger. Then email me the secret you gonna post and hide. After it has done, I will tell you the password for that post. Bravo! other ppl cant see it! Isn’t this a better way? hahaha

try this!

password: ilovechangungyee

Show encrypted text

aku betulx2 rindu padamu.

2010-09-20T00:31:00.008+08:00

AKU BETUL BETUL RINDU KORANG !

rindu masa tidur di dalam dorm yang ada 20+ wirawati bravo.

apa khabar korang semua?

adakah korang juga rindu saya seperti saya rindu awak?

walaupun sudah berpisah beberapa bulan,

detik-detik yg kita pernah lalui masih segar dlm ingatan.

ko juga?

saya betul suka PLKN.

yg ada korang.

tapi saya tidak suka berpisah.

autographku yg ada tulisan awak sentiasa dibaca berulangkali,

tidak pernahku rasa jemu membaca.

ko memang jahat lor,

kan memory card dlm otak saya hanya beberapa gb,

kenangan dgn ko mau lagi occupied banyakx2 space,

sampai selalu lag dan otak slow sikit.

tapi,

saya masi

tidak sempat hati delete.

ah!!!

saya tidak dapat bertahan kerinduanku padamu

malam ni aku nak bermimpi!!!!

nak mimpi yg

ada korang,

ada jurulatih,

di KEM PUTRA-PUTRI.

just read a friend's post.

2010-09-19T01:23:00.005+08:00

每当看到别人有多不幸，就会看到自己有多幸福。

Like.

2010-09-18T14:48:00.004+08:00

since Andrew told me before, he wanna find a "like" button to like my post.

and I saw Elaine's comment "Like" on my previous post.

Nothing is impossible.

I wonder if I really can add a button below.

I searched, I learnt.

and I added.

hope this link can help,

http://www.allanjosephbatac.com/blog/2010/04/add-the-new-facebook-like-button-widget-on-your-blogger-blogs.html

好多人看我的头。

2010-09-17T20:30:00.006+08:00

“哇！我们班多了一个男生！只剩三个女生了。”

“错错错，是多了一个帅哥哦！”

“你干嘛剪到这么短，没有女人味liao咯。。”

“我的女人味可是从心里面散发出来的。”

“你变得好帅了，我很喜欢你的头发和穿着打扮！！”

“是不是爱上我liao le, 还蛮像试下被女生追的感觉。”

今天在学校遇到一个让我注意了很久的女生，

她有着帅气的短发，但漂亮的脸蛋。

和她擦肩而过，有了短暂的眼神交流。

在那最后一刻，我们不知觉地微微芡起嘴角。

好开心哦，她竟然也注意到我了！

I am so handsome.

2010-09-16T00:17:00.009+08:00

my bob hairstyle transformed into

a boy cut hairstyle.

hahaha

I called the hairstylist to cut shorter,

because I dont like when my hair covers my ears.

I was surprised when I touched my hair and then pulled till the end.

It is so short.

I didn't mean to have a boy cut hairstyle lor.

just want it to be shorter.

a...

I keep looking at mirror, wow. I am so handsome now.

Ok what, I still look nice no matter in what hairstyle.

ahahahaha

after that yumcha with ex-schoolmate CJH at Midvalley.

first sentence came out from his mouth when we met,

"wah, why so short?"

anyway, he still likes my new hairstyle.

We really really had a lot of things to talk, discuss and share !!

from study to politic, from politic to relationship.

I need toilet but I still tahan tahan and talk talk until

I really beh tahan and we find toilet together. XD

finished reporting.

Liza

2010-09-14T23:43:00.007+08:00

Liza refers to a kind of insect.
by typing its fullname can make me feel eerie.

It repeats appearing and disappearing.
each of its movement assaults my senses.
I am snapping my pillow to control my volume.

it is so good to live with family.
my dad, my mum, my brothers.
they can protect me from insect like liza!!
while my roommate pei ee who is beside me now,
only knows screaming "ah!!!!" just like me.

we changed the position of our beds to beware from that.
I hope we can sleep tonight.

This made me realized that,
why marriage can only be done between man and woman.
a lame reasonable answer.

为什么我和壁虎那么有缘份。。。

Showtime : kit yi and ung yee

2010-09-13T19:10:00.004+08:00

I wanna sing

2010-09-12T22:08:00.005+08:00

she's back~ she's back~

OH BABY

when she moves~ she moves~~

Blog is my best friend when I am alone

2010-09-12T12:21:00.010+08:00

recently I wrote so much in my blog.

finally, on the last day of my one week holiday,

I found out why.

Because I am alone in this room without my roommate.

no girls talk on bed, no laughs,

it is so quiet..

I only can listen to the fan spinning.

I really felt the loneliness.

I need audience.

I need to be other's audience.

I can't live alone.

we can't live alone.

I miss u so much, my roommate, peiyee.

I will apprecite u more when u come back later.

I will welcome you back with a big big hug!!!!!

**the moment I want to publish this post, jia wen sms me :"do u want to go jusco?" I quickly reply yes, just want to escape from this lonely room.OH~ 1.30pm she will come to find me, but my pyjamas still stick to my bed covers now~~

eah.. go to brush teeth 1st la.

[转载]女朋友和妈妈同时掉水里，终于有了答案！

2010-09-12T02:11:00.005+08:00

这是历史遗留争论多年的问题：老婆和老妈同时掉在了水里，你先救哪个？
现在终于有答案了

孟子：

从小死了老爸，老妈拉扯我不容易，为了让我健康成长，又搬了三次的家，给我吃好的穿好的为得就是让我有出息。
老妈和老婆落水当然先救老妈了，万恶淫为首，百善孝为先嘛！老婆死了我可以再找一个，老妈死了可不能再找一个，再找一个那就是後妈了。听说後妈没几个好的。

　　————「世上只有妈妈好，不锈钢管件没妈的孩子像根草。老妈，我来救你了」。扑通一声孟子跳下了水。

周幽王：

老婆和老妈落水了当然得先救老婆了。想当年俺为了逗亲爱的褒姒笑一笑，连江山都不要了，连自己的小命都不要了，何况是老妈？
再说这死老太婆在立太子的时侯老是偏向俺弟弟，不锈钢钢管害得俺差点都没当成太子。

　　————「情深深雨蒙蒙，我对你的爱很深，褒姒我来救你了。」周幽王扑通一声跳进了水里。

刘备：

兄弟如手足，老婆如衣服，衣服破尚可补，不锈钢抛光管手足断安可续？只要俺二弟和三弟没掉水里就行了，其它人俺可不管他。

　　————「老婆，老妈。你们死的好惨呀！」刘备一头栽在河边上嚎嚎大哭起来。

曹操：

宁叫我负天下人，休叫天下人负我。南京网页设计管它是老婆还是老妈了，只要不是我掉水里就行了。

　　————「轻轻的我走了，正如我轻轻的来，我挥一挥手，不带走一片云彩。」曹操哼著诗提著剑慢慢的走远了。

屈原：

这个世界太黑暗了，这个国家太腐败了，南京网页制作活著也没啥意思，不如都死了乾净，沧浪之水清兮，可以濯吾缨，沧浪之水浊兮，可以濯吾足。投身于河水中倒是一个挺好的归宿。

　　————「现在的一片天，是肮脏的一片天，星星在文明的天空里再也看不见老婆，老妈，我和你们一起死」屈原一边唱著一边跳进了水里。

庄子：

生又何欢，死又何哀？其始而本无生；通络生骨胶囊非徒无生也，而本无形；非徒无形也。老妈和老婆死了就死好了，不过是从有形的元气状态回到了无形的元气状态，有啥好伤心的呢？救他们干啥呢？谁都不救啦！

　　————「对面的女孩看过来，看过来，看过来。」庄子分开著双腿像簸箕一样坐著,手中拿著一个瓦缶,边敲边唱，看著老婆和老妈慢慢地淹没在水中，满脸快快乐乐的样子。

和砷：

老婆和老妈落水就落水吧，反正我爱的是钱，力士乐柱塞泵钱就是我的老婆，钱就是我的亲妈。我说老婆和老妈呀，你们就不能穿差一点的衣服再掉到河里呀，可惜了你们头上的那些金钗手饰呀！

　　————「有啥你别有病，没啥你别没钱。」和呻一边看著他老婆和老妈慢慢地沉下去一边叹息著。

王勃：

手心手背都是肉，老婆是自己最爱的人，老妈是自己最亲的人，怎么办呢？不管它，先跳下去，看看离谁最近就先救谁吧。王勃扑通一声跳了下去。

　　————「不好，我忘了自己不会游泳了。」王勃咕噜噜地喝了几口水，也慢慢地沉了下去。一代才子王勃就是因为此事溺水而死的。

孙悟空：

俺是从石头缝里蹦出来的，没有老妈。所以不存在老妈落水的问题；俺是个和尚，没有老婆。所以不存在老婆落水的问题。不存在老妈落水的问题，也不存在老婆落水的问题，就更不会存在老妈和老婆同时落水的问题。

　　这**的问题也不知道是哪个猪头想出来的，简直比俺师弟猪八戒还蠢

摩羯的评论

2010-09-11T21:58:00.011+08:00

那天去了mei yong的部落格，听到一首好听的歌。
看到原来是视频的歌，越看越听越熟悉，原来我忘了在08年还是09年听过。那个时候很hot的。我来重新让你们回故下。

视频播着“最后一次”，讲述这故事：

一位已经死去的１７岁少女的刻骨铭心的爱情创作
没有人知道这个女孩的名字！
但是大家能确认的是这个女孩已经死了。

有一对感情非常好的小情侣，双方家长都非常满意对方，准备大学毕业就结婚。正当高三开学不久，学校体检检查出女生血蛋白有异常。之后去医院检查，查出患上一种非常罕见的隐性皮肤病遗传病。那种病越严重皮肤就越嫩，最后会因为皮肤太嫩承受不了肌肉和血管的压力而撑裂。虽然没得医，但男生和双方家长都要求女孩住院，就算没得医都要尽量活得长些。当医生确定其生命小于一年的时候，女孩好像被恐惧笼罩着，把自己关在房间里不见别人。而是日日都和男生和家人出去散散步看看日出日落。然后开始写日记，很努力的记录着过去的日子，当时间所剩无几的时候。当女孩写到某一次和男生出街的时候，女孩发现笔下的文字绝大多都是自己和男生一起经历的事，男生已经成为自己不可缺少的一部分，于是女孩决定留份礼物给男生。几个星期过了，曲做好词填好，就叫朋友当帮手录歌。已经病入膏肓的女孩，喉咙和皮肤用大力都会出血，但都坚持要自己唱。当歌录出之后，女孩竟然要求安乐死，这时她早就打算好的想法。当女孩将要离开人世时，女孩对男生说了一句话：
“再都见不到日出啦！不过我不怕，因为是你陪住我挨着。。。我爱你”因为女孩最喜欢做的事情就是看日出，所以男生决定要走遍可以看到日出的地方，将每一个地方的日出都送给女孩。
2008年年头
男生在一次上山看日出的时候，失足堕山。
别人发现的时候尸体已经腐烂不堪，然而相片里面。。。
朝阳的霞红依然从满温馨。。

********************************************************************************

谁看了也会有些感触，毕竟是真的。我记得我在第一次听的时候，是抱着半信半疑的态度。因为声音唱得太完美，故事说她“喉咙和皮肤用大力都会出血” 她的chorus part唱到那么用力又高音，真的很难让我想像那时她的喉咙在出血咯~ 故事结尾也很假下，勉强的相信了。

这次，又听到了。又被感动了。
心酸了，又到youtube视频看多一次，看到有个人comment说不是真实故事。
决定上网调查，果然没错，是假的啦~~~~

http://www.chinapress.com.my/content_new.asp?dt=2009-10-23&sec=malaysia&art=1023mb87.txt

歌手是簡靖紋，还活着。这首歌曾在本地电台播出，但却没有热烈回应。反而被人家编成故事来播，就红了起来。编故事的人很可恶，骗了这么多人。不过，也应谢谢他，让我们听到这首歌。

如果这首歌没有配上这故事，也不会那么红。
我看到了很多很多网友给这故事的评论。

为什么会让那么多人感动？
仔细的想，这故事其实很普遍。
每天都有人死，都会有伤心的另一半。
我外婆也应该经历过，
之差我外公没在临走前写歌给我外婆。
所以，竟然还有网友说老天无眼，我说，

如果老天因为他们很相爱就让那女生活下，
那么这世上长命百岁的人可多了。

还有还有，
为什么故事不可以写成是那十七岁女儿写给父母的一首歌呢？
十七岁交的男朋友重要过生她下来的父母？
父母的心痛会少过她的男朋友吗？

很多女生会问他们的男友这个很蠢的问题，
如果有一天，我和你妈妈进海里，而我们都不会游泳，你会先救谁？
那么如果你男友反问回你，你的答案又会是什么？

遇见

2010-09-10T21:27:00.019+08:00

betul sorry ya pada kawan malayku yg ajak pergi rumah terbuka,
saya betul segan nak pergi kerana takde baju kurung, hahahahaha.
tapi saya betul ingin pergi la.

今早醒来，发现kityi miss call 了我很多次，还有一封信息，

当我读着时，已经一点了。我错过了！！早知道昨晚早点睡。

所以，今天，我去看人潮了。说是去klcc的书展，其实是想逃离这寂寞的房间，出去走走。我都根本不爱读书。

在宿舍外等巴士的时候，看到一位女生拉着行李叫的士，我就问她“你去wangsa maju lrt 吗”“对啊！”“可以一起吗？”“好啊！”。上车后，她就大声说了一句：“你很可爱耶！”虽然常常会被这样说，心里还是会爽一下，因为我也是个正常的女生。一路上和她聊天又帮她拿东西，才知道原来她是刚刚读完diploma，要从kl sentral 回去家乡。之后她会去英国三年读到master。 "KLCC" 一声lrt广播员的声音提醒了一下，门开了， bye bye 后，我就踏出了。走了几步，我回头了，因为我忘了一件事，犹豫了一下，为了不想留下遗憾，我就乘门还没关上，跑进了里面去找她，“你叫什么名字？”她吓到了，以甜甜的微笑对我说："hui wen." 。 “我会在facebook上找你。”说着，我就在门还没关就走了。想，我只知道她叫huiwen,facebook 有那么多huiwen，如何找？后悔没在我们闲聊的时候问她。我们的缘份可能就到此了。这种在人生中，找不回的过客，放在心里，也许也是一种美。知道她的名字，我就不遗憾了，至少我还可以记录在这里，我曾遇见一位善良的女孩，叫huiwen。

你还记得你人生中的过客吗？

到了KLCC, 人多到。。。。。
一个人走走，自然安静许多，也容易观察到身边的一切。

我看到了，
很多眼睛大大，鼻子尖尖的红毛人，
也有眼睛大大，鼻子尖尖的黑毛人，
穿灰色西装，短发，很帅气的女人，
在Dome喝coffee讲着英文的华人，
一群正在拍照的印度人，
在baby trolley里睡觉的可爱婴儿，
穿高跟鞋走到很辛苦的女人，
poster上帅到很像黄晓明的男人，
在牵手的两个人，
走路很快的人，
吸烟的女人，
笑着的人，
一家人，
好人。

我也看到了，
在我心里的人。 ^^

在吃着我的cha sau 饭（鸡的），看到坐在对面的母女。
女儿吃subway burger,她把夹在burger里的timun&tomato拉出来,然后妈妈帮她吃掉。
然后我又看到在我的盘的角落，也有被我排侧的timun，就让想到我的爸爸妈妈了。
父母真伟大，我以后也要那么伟大。
最近我嘴巴变得很甜了，
妈妈：“你现在在哪里啊？”
我：“在你心里咯。”

之后，去convention centre的popular书展.只是想看看有什么好看。那么多人都去。
原来要买票的，RM2. 炸到。就去买咯，拿出了钱，那位柜台小姐说：“十八岁以下是免费的！”“我已经十八岁了。”她看了我一下，我看了她一下。原来我还像十八岁以下。哈哈哈哈哈。里面的人多到。。走一步，要讲一声excuse me. 算了，都给了两块，不看书也要看下便宜文具。拿了东西准备去柜台还钱时，排长龙了，站在柜台连龙的尾巴都看不到。算了，把东西放下，不买了。然后，就去翻了好几本旅游书看看美丽照片。啊~这样两块钱就值得了！

既然今天的目的是书，我也去了kinokuniya, 那里有很多漫画，看到东立出版的很多，但是都是少女馆的（有不良色情内容），没有天使馆的，真失望。找了很久，看到一本小学馆的不错，排队准备还钱时，想，我在沙巴可以用同样价钱买三本，还是不要浪费钱啦。

想在回去前吃一顿，就找了几间sushi店。sushi king 是最便宜的。可是，我对sushi king不是很有好感, 原因是他们做的soba冷面是我吃过最奇怪的，所以绝对不可以去那边叫那个。可是，我想吃sushi, 所谓对事不对人，对soba不对sushi, 又想省一点，就去吃了。

去lrt的那段路，又进的一间卖很多杂志的店，我竟然遇见我刚才在kinokuniya看到的那本漫画，是缘份吗？才卖七块半，是刚才那本价钱的一半。可是是马来文的，拿到版权来翻译出版的。我买了，反正我要看的是故事和图画。好开心！心急的我买了就看了。现在看完了！

+了感言：
生命中有许多遇见，遇到了对的，就要把握，不应该把握的，就该放下。这样才会遇到更好的。如果我没放下第一本放在手中的漫画，我也不会拥有现在拥有的那本。“挥别错的才能和对的相逢”分手快乐—梁静如

喜欢的是那本书，那作家画的漫画，跟语言没关系吧！人也不过如此。

打了很久，终于打完了。yeah

selamat hari raya

2010-09-10T00:11:00.005+08:00

I heard a lot of fireworks from my room, but too bad, buildings blocked them.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

just now was doing japanese food research on websites. and I found this.

It is not my aim to eat something for free,
but just want to challenge myself.

hmm... should I?

Red Box +

2010-09-07T22:54:00.016+08:00

7 days village community service has been postponed to november..
so sad sad sad sad..

today we 15 juniors of xxt had our gathering at Red box, Pavilion. !!!!!!
so high high high high !! wow wao wu ha ha

11am to 3pm. after that window shopping at sungai wang.
spent our time at a cafe and chit-chat,
played the truth game.
popular question: who will you choose to spend a night with (opposite sex) at genting if u are forced? situation such as u guys missed the last skyway. Then jun jiang and kai ren kena and both of them also choose me. hahaha. 没想到他们竟然要跟我过夜？啊，想歪了，it is because they know I dont mind and treat me as a boy.

today I am very very very very very very happy + high!!!!
had taken around 90 photos.

an umbrella

2010-09-06T23:47:00.011+08:00

my roommate went back to hometown, left me alone.

went to jusco to buy groceries today,
when I wanted to go back at 4pm, it started to rain.
maomao yu~~

back to jusco, with trolley. see if still got anything need to buy.
then, i found tea!!
earl grey tea? green tea? or lipton? english breakfast tea?
I really spent up to 1 hour at the tea section.
cos I knew I had plenty of time.
I like the elegant fragrance of earl grey,
I like the taste of green tea
I like the name of english breakfast tea
I like the price of lipton
guess what I had chosen?

went to change a new battery for my watch. To my dismay, the tauke nio told me that my watch was damaged. My previous watch was lost, not till one year, this one damaged again, it is even more expensive than the previous babyG. I was disheartened at the moment because I felt sorry to my parents. I really hate myself in this, really really hate.

at 6pm walked in mcdonald's, had mcvalue as dinner and thought can refill my sprite while waiting the rain to stop. looking at the long queue, getting more n more ppl stepped into mcd. before I finished eating my french fries, a man came and asked : "are u alone? I can wait for u."

hmm..
cant refill my sprite. ar....

few hours had passed, it was still rainning..
this time the rain was heavier than just now.
I waited again..
sitting at the bus stop, this time I waited again.
until...
: did rain tell me when will it stop? no, it didn't. I had waited for few hours, should I continue? If I dont continue, mean I has wasted the past hours, and I will get wet later; but If I continue, maybe I will waste more than the past hours. because I really dont know I have to wait until when.. rain never told me.

I decided to get into the bus first.

carrying plastic bags which filled with 2 boxes of cornflake(1kg),horlick(1.2kg)fernleaf milk(0.6kg)2xoreo, cream cracker, nissin instant noodles, sunquick orange, a box of tea, and 2x20pads of kotex.

bus stopped at my place, said "excuse me" for a few times before I could get down from the bus. there was still a long way to walk to my hostel and I still managed to hold an unbrella although I had so many things to carry. wow~ I am a strong girl .

moral value: dont miss any chance in life, cause you wont know when is the next chance. (for example, I actually can go back earlier at 4pm cause the rain was very very very light, but I missed it. )

new gadgets

2010-09-02T02:34:00.006+08:00

Just now finished my society activities at 10pm. then my cousin bro came to hostel, brought back my things from Sabah. Yeah~! my new mini hp netbook, it is free from streamyx. now using it, haha, quite convenient if compare with my previous 15" which occupied a big space on my study table. another thing is my new mobile phone from my parents, as my mobile phone (after the dropped one) had been out of service for around one month. anyway, I still could survive on the past one month without mobile phone in this century, wow, so incredible!

sorry to the ppl who had sms me or called me on last month, sorry to my parents cause I always let them worry about me. from today onwards, I will try my best to take care of the things around me, don't want to be spoiler anymore. I cant promise, I just try to promise.

after that my cousin bro and his friend brought me to have supper at genting klang. until 12.20pm.. we really really can eat a lot. so terrible.

Report of My test : Day 1

2010-09-01T12:36:00.006+08:00

physics :
around 35 objective questions, 1 hour
I used too much time to think think.. think. then time's up
"B" for all questions from 20 to the last question.

muet :
essay abt advantages n disadvantages of mobile phone, this question is quite easy, points can come out easily.

maths 1:
I forgot how to find the roots of the equation by pressing calculator!!!!!
cant find root.. cant du.

yea.. passed . holiday is getting nearer n nearer. wuhu~

after that we had chemistry practical.
did an experiment, which need to use matches. I was very scared of matches, cos it is very short, and I thought it would burn my finger. so, I never used it, and I dont need to use it in my daily life too. So, last time I depend on other ppl to help me to ignite the bunsen burner during experiment.

Under the encouragement from my teacher, I decided to learn.
thx for the guidance from Kityi, Kheng how, Yan hao, Kian shin.
and also the tease from waikin n etc
after several attempts, I did it, I really really did it!
It isn't scary, and doesnt burn my finger.

moral value: You will not know how does it taste like until u eat it.
(for example: smelly taufu)

I like red eggs, yummy yummy~

2010-09-01T01:44:00.006+08:00

last minute study is so unhealthy,
just like eat maggi mee.

so fast, so undigested.

下乡Gambateh～

2010-08-31T01:03:00.012+08:00

我又要打华语了！哈哈，比较像是我在讲话。

现在很累，很想睡，但是睡不到，为什么呢？
因为我的头发还没干咯。。。
刚冲好凉～为什么这么迟？
因为我是拉曼学院大学先修系下乡服务团的。。
什么是下乡服务团？
我们KL拉曼学院有五组下乡团，我是大学先修系的团，我们的团跟其他大学或学院的下乡团不同的地方在于，我们不只是下去新村办生活营，我们还有办营火会，教育展之类的，而且我们下去的时候是跟那里的義父義母家庭住的，至少七天。

下乡目标：
1. 让父母及年轻一代更加了解教育的重要性。
2. 提高乡区学生的阅读风气及培养好学精神。
3. 引导青少年参与社会建设性的工作。
4. 塑造爱心社会。

我就是抱着这些目标，才会坚持到现在，无论多忙，都不会退出。

七月起，几乎天天都在筹备着，现在考试期也要忙着筹备。刚才差不多十一点半才收工，我们康乐股的留下帮忙总务股的，其他团员在九点多就回了。虽然日子过得很累很累，但却很充实。跟团友相处的时候，真的很开心！在筹备东西的时候也会一直讲讲讲讲个不停，好像有好多好多聊不完的话题~ 刚才还精彩地聊到大便的事，真是太搞笑了我们。哈哈哈哈，让我想起在form4时，也曾跟IVY和传源聊过此话题...

我要珍惜与他们一起相处的每一刻，热忱地付出的那一刻。
这世界上最美丽的就是人与人之间的爱了～

刚才拍的一些照片，分享。(upload photo 真的很慢 lor)

Gambateh~!

在library打的post

2010-08-30T14:51:00.004+08:00

dear Kityi~
不要抬起那倒了的树，它死了，就不复活了；
不要粘补那碎了的杯，粘补了，也装不了水。

别执著地望着过去的失败。

树倒了，再种过lor~
杯碎了，再买过lor~

自己跌倒自己爬，
别人推你跌倒，要爬得更高！

永远不可以轻易放弃！

要放弃的时候，找我！
免费的，
Skype : Chang Ung Yee
无论你是谁，只要你相信我，我都会愿意聆听你。

人们，加油吧！！！！！

2010-08-28T23:01:00.002+08:00

hahahahahahahahahahahahaha

I think too much
I should think much in physics!!!

Today is weekend, now is afternoon.

2010-08-07T14:08:00.002+08:00

My immune system became weak after blood donation in end of july.
This is proved after I asked doctor just now.

I called my mum,
her voice stimulated my lacrimal gland.
Tears burst out, I couldn't verbalize any word at the moment.
I want her to touch my hair,
I want her to feed me medicine.

"Home is where the heart is." by Elaine C.

yes, it's true.

请说真话

2010-08-01T12:45:00.007+08:00

人，
吃爱吃的，看爱看的，听爱听的，说爱说的，
所以病了。

我要听逆耳的忠言，所以我也讲逆耳的忠言。
当你不说真话，等于你讲骗话。
因为我懒惰用婉转的方式，有时会伤了朋友的心。
她说：“你为什么要这样讲？”
说了无数次sorry, 其实我也受伤了。

人，应该
吃有营养的，看有营养的，听有营养的，说有营养的，
这样身体才会健康。

I watched 学习之神

2010-08-01T12:05:00.006+08:00

woke up at 2pm yesterday. and spent whole day watching a korean drama with my roommate! until 2am. haha.

it's abt 5 senior middle 3 (form6) students who study hard to get into top university.this drama is about education, encourage youngster to study hard, and teach the way to study smart. and it gives me energy to work hard through these 18 months!! some part of this drama are quite touching.

AZA AZA FIGHTING~!!!

side-effect of watching korean drama, i got a sweet dream last night~ hahaha

Cut

2010-07-19T15:49:00.001+08:00

cut cut cut cut

wow. I feel fresh!

an expression

2010-07-14T18:41:00.008+08:00

Dear yellow man,

Our relationship was started since a few years ago.

You always follow me, protect me secretly.
life is simple to be with you!
when I need help, you are here with me.

They said love is blind.
It is really because of love is blind,
I love you, silently..
Love was built during our few years relationship.

Anyway, love somebody doesnt mean that,
we must be together, forever.
That's why, I choose to say Goodbye to you.
People always decide something which benefit them,
and same as me.

You aren't suitable for me anymore,
I felt the distance between us..
as now I am living in tarc hostel,
trees surround the area.
Each time you depress me,
when I gaze at my handphone screen...
It always show that you aren't around.

so, dont blame Maxis,
who had taken me from you few days ago!!

hahaha ~
( a laugh to balance the sad atmosphere in this post)

1 month after the previous post.

2010-06-17T23:48:00.010+08:00

HELLO!!!!!

It has been a long time i didn't come here and share my life.

I was busy for the passed few weeks. kay.. let's me synopsize what I had done!

went to Malacca for 2 times, 1st for fun trip with Ivan and Marissa. 2nd times for Cikgu Kirin's wedding, my plkn lovely teacher.

then cousin's wedding in kuching,sarawak. My mum and my younger brother in kk also went there.

but they weren't informed that I would fly there from kl.
I fly to kuching on 31th may, while they fly from kk to kuching on 1st june.
So, I went to airport with my relatives there to pick up them on 1st june.

my bro n mum got into the car just after they walked out from airport.
the car was in front. I was in another car following at the back.
then I came down and knocked the window of their car, mum was inside.
Her eyes almost popped out the moment she saw me,
and kept "ranting" with a radiant smile.

:"why you were here?" she was very very very excited

after a few minutes when I was back to my car, my phone rang,
it was call from my dad.hahaha

still remember the 2 weeks when my ruby cousin left me alone in kl while she went to australlia for vacation.that 2 weeks was the 1st I started my college. Yea. and that time I have learnt to take care of myself, to be independence. I live at hartamas while my brother is living at wangsa maju. and everyday in the early morning he drove here and picked up me to school. what happened is..... the my brother didnt know the road in kl well, and it was his 1st time drving manual car after the driving test 5 years ago. haha.. you know what's the next.. haha. lost in the city! sometimes I need to use public transport like lrt bus and taxi.

about my college life!

In my class 11s1a got around 24 students. and... only 4 girls include me. It's a physics combination class.
I am ass. class monitor, here we call ass. class rep (representative)

overall got 3 science class for lower six, 11s1a, 11s2a, 11s2b.

11s2a is a scholarship class, u will sure wonder why I didnt get into that that class

here the story, firstly I choose to study art stream, but after the course briefing, I get bored and request for transferring to science stream. science stream is very hard, but I found I actually can pay 95% focus on science subjects lesson. It is challenging for me. so, i decided.

that time in the staff room, for the course transfer procedure

Ms. May : Do u want we place u in scholarship class?
me : I am okay with it.
Ms. May : But you need to take all 3 sc subject , bio phy che
me : no, i dont. I dont want to take bio.
Ms. May : ok. then u will be in 11s1a.

*Ms. May not really know about the class division. Actually all scholarship holders must be put in 11s2a, and students can drop the subject which they dont want.

but it's okay. i dont mind.

after 3 weeks college-ing, mid year holiday start! 2 weeks, will be ended this sunday.. wuhu.

and I will officially move in my hostel on this sunday. it's on the grond floor..
no privacy, ppl passed by can see through.

...............................................................

now 2.50pm, 23th june
typed on 17th june but forgot to publish. hahaha
moved in hostel. my roommate is a great great girl.

Last last night I read my PLKN autograph,
miss my KEM PUTRA-PUTRI SO MUCH!!!!

oh shit! my hp was dropped into toilet bowl

2010-05-12T20:24:00.004+08:00

today went to tarc for briefing abt the subject taken. n after the brief abt economi n pengajian perniagaan, i terus go to the office n settle up my "transfer course" procedure. i dont care if science stream is hard to do it, but i really felt bored in the economi n perniagaan subject, especially listen to the lecturer brief us by using malay in these 2 subjects. i didnt go for the briefing abt science subjects, so, i think i am quite brave in making this decision.

n the library is big. nice to see so many books now, b4 this in school one year never borrow any book. but now i am ready to say "hi" to the librarians everyday.

what the faeces...i dropped my hp into toilet bowl!

i still remember when in national service, tmc's experienced it! n that time i laughed at her, i said although i very very clumsy, my hp also wont drop into toilet. hahaha. n b4 this i got imagine, if one day my hp drop into it, what should i do ? i very very geli of putting my hand into the disgusting toilet bowl. so, i imagined that i wont grap my hp by my bare hand. 1st, i will wear my hand a plastic bag, then baru go grap my phone.. yea.. n now this planning really work. haha. i go n find a plastic bag b4 i grap the hp. i never knew that the longer the time taken to find a plastic bag, the serious the water damages my hp.

suan liao.. i lost some contact number which saved in hp.
now using a phone from my cousin.

today i got to know some good frens in school.especially SHERNEE!! she is such a warm girl. very re qing, n we became very very good friend !!

n inside the sport complex in college, there was a big club n society expo. many seniors were promoting their club n society, n distributed brochure abt society. n i join 3 society! photography, village community service n architectural. n plus another voleyball n science n math society. mean, i have join 5 societies!

that's all for today.

coffee or tea?

2010-05-10T21:07:00.002+08:00

2 weeks ago, i came here, kl.

i told my cousin that time abt my plan for further study, she discourage me. She said if i want to work in art n design field in future, i must go to study in oversea. then she introduced ib(international baccalaureate , a world regconised pre-U). think twice of it.. i finally made a decision n choose to study that, intake will be in july. n future will study in oversea

if i study in oversea, most probably i will work in oversea. but i actually not really want to be the top in the world (which expected by my cousin, i should be top if want to be designer). i only want to have a simple life, never aim to climb that high.. u ppl should be think that, if i study in oversea, i still can come back to work, right? but no.. i must work in oversea at least 5 years due to my cousin.

so, today.. she found out that i am not that desire to work in international in future, she discuss with me again, she doesnt want to force me or make a decision for me, i should choose it by myself, b4 this she truly protest me to study in local. n today 10th may is the last day to register stpm course, we went to tarc together, n i have done the registration. it doesnt mean i must go to stpm, just to let me have another option besides IB.

maybe this week will go taylor's to meet Mr. Abbot, to know more info abt IB course.

haix. last time i ask private u foundation or stpm, now i ask IB or stpm.

life is full of surprise, u never know what's the next

可爱的学生，恐怖的吵声。

2010-04-22T20:54:00.011+08:00

有一首歌，曾经听过。
"老师早，同学们好，我们一起上课liao～"

如果你现在还觉得当一位小学老师是件容易好玩的事，那么我来告诉你，喝喝（奸笑）你错了。。如果你觉得只要在班上用骂的喊的，学生们就会自动在你控制之下，喝喝（奸笑）你又错了。。虽然只有一日经验，却从中看到了很多。或许你有了学士学位，硕士学位，博士学位，你就可以站在岗位，以教授身份，讲课。但这并不代表你能胜任一位小学老师。小学老师实在太伟大了！！

＂同学们早安。＂第一次
＂同学们早安！！＂第二次
＂起立行礼，老aooO师~~~早安aaann(有拉音的) ＂
＂我姓章，是你们看到在白板上的章。＂
＂哦～原来是这个章。＂ O.O
＂老师老师老师老师，跟他（指着另一位同学）的章一样～！！＂
＂好，安静。翻开课本第。。。＂
＂大家朗读一遍。＂

＂猪笼草大家知道是什么东西吗？？有谁看过举手。＂
那些学生举手后，就不分前后地喊
＂老师老师，我看过！在。。＂
课室顿时一片混乱。。。。。

＂安静，大家听我说，你们知道为什么猪笼草叫猪笼草吗？＂
＂不知道！＂
＂（在白板上画）因为他的样子张得像以前古代用来装猪的笼子啊～＂

课本里面没讲到，课文都是闷闷的，因为我自己是很喜欢知道为什么这个，为什么那个的。小朋友也应该很喜欢吧！所以为了引起小朋友的注意力，就突然间讲这个。其实我也不知道为什么叫猪笼草。哈哈哈＂样子张得像以前古代用来装猪的笼子＂是杀那间的灵感吧～哈哈

说到这，我就懒惰再打华语字形容下去了。

总而言之，整个课室会一直突然陷入混乱，让你难以控制。
你喊安静安静，几乎全班同学会跟你一样喊安静安静
结果更加吵闹。
（想当初，我也曾经。。现在站在老师的立场，我体会了。）

然后，会一直有学生陆陆续续地。。

＂老师，我要上厕所。＂
＂老师，他跟他换位。＂
＂老师，我可以扫地吗？＂
＂老师，我可以去装水吗？＂
＂老师，我会！我要上去前面做那题！＂
＂老师，这题不会。。＂
＂老师，你几岁哦？做么酱年轻的？＂
＂老师，他讲他不跟我好！＂
＂老师，他一直惹我哦～！！＂
＂老师，他看我的答案！＂
＂老师，他肚子痛。。＂
＂老师，老师。。老师。。老师。。老师。。

喔！忘了还有一个印象深刻。
那时下课了，但还有一位同学没做完成语练习。当时我在他旁边教他成语意思，一面跟他讲答案，他做得很慢，再慢就没得下课了。。然后，有个男同学竟然讲：＂哦～你都不是教的，是讲答案。＂

教到１２。３０PM。几乎没声音了～很开心，任务达成了!
松了一口气

在学校遇到一些自己的小学老师，很开心能和老师聊天～

忘了说，我教的是三年级，午班。
里卡士中华小学。

*sorry ah, kawan bangsa malay n india, bahasa cina yg ko tak faham di atas ni tentang my half day experience being primary school teacher di sjkc. hahaha. satu word untuk describe. "SUSAH"

we dont know what will happen tomorrow

2010-04-18T21:58:00.006+08:00

plan b
foundation -> private U.
not suffer. but risky, cos the course bachelor of science in architecture(part1) not recognised by lam (board of architects malaysia)n part 2 not sure can go where to study.

plan c
stpm -> public U,
a better U compare to private, facilities much more better
BUT suffer. tough. 1 more year compare to foundation. so, it's risky too. but in future can study in public u, which got part 1 n part 2, recognised by lam.

both of them, are risky in diff way. how to choose? this make me think of the poem "the road not taken" anyway, i most probably will choose plan b, cos i dont want to suffer from stpm.

suggestion from,
dad: plan b
mum: plan c
brother: plan b
cousinS: plan c

what do u think?

n we dont know what will happen in future :)

maybe one day after i study part 1 degree, i go bcum an interior designer，n no need to study part 2 liao, then marry a guy, becum a housewife(housewife? quite impossible, kan? ) hahaha, we dont know

or maybe in uni life, i go take part in talent singing competition, oh no~ bcum a popstar!! n come out with album, money money come come~~ ngek ngek

or maybe after i study foundation one year, i think of changing my bachelor course ler? who know?

or maybe in future few month, next year, my course will be recognised by lam already lor

or maybe, on 24th may, check by sms, my rayuan succeed~!! go to matric~

we only can "walk a step, see a step"

"Dukacita dimaklumkan anda tidak berjaya"

2010-04-16T00:11:00.011+08:00

i waited until 12.00am..
cos 16th april,an important date for me.
semakan keputusan permohonan matrikulasi.

i dont aim for scholarship to go oversea,
i dont aim for private U.
i only aim for local public U.
asasi(foundation in public Uni)no chance,for bumiputera.
i dont want stpm, makan time, makan energy.
so, i only want to study in matric one year,
then go into UM or UTM to study in architecture part 1,
then go oversea to study in part 2.
that's my matlamat n it forced me to work hard,
cos i knew, as a chinese, i must get good result to get into matric.

n i had sent the msg 3 TIMES.to convince the result.
my heart sank,
tears dropped on my keyboard.
the built sandcastle collapsed at last.
i tried so hard to control my feeling,
so that my parents wont be awakened by my sobs.

10 a's 1b ?
i even cant get into matric..i even cant get jpa interview. had worked so hard last year,now felt like equal to zero.
in malaysia,
it was destined,
being a non-bumiputera.

nodding my head, letting out a sigh of disappointment.
i accept the reality, i wont blame the government.
because,
i love my country.

but still,
look at the bright side!
there is still another hope,
RAYUAN~~!!!!!!!!!!!

tanjung aru beach + Tracy

2010-04-12T21:03:00.010+08:00

yesterday went to tanjung aru.
It was my 1st official photograph.
n with my beautiful model, Tracy. thx her so MUCH !
She is my friend in kem. bravorian too~

do u still remember last time i got mention in blog abt i went to hospital for medical check up n met a girl named "J C"? actually her real name is tracy, in hospital that time she used low volume to tell me her name, that's why i heard it wrongly.

the photos are not taken by DSLR camera, but only a prosumer camera, LX3.

it is not easy to be a photographer.
it is also not easy to be a model.
i had enjoyed every "click" i made.
Tracy also enjoyed posing.

"ur eyes, look at that side!"
"put down ur hands."
"bend ur knee a bit"
"stop walking! yaya.. just stand at the place,dont make any movement."

still got many photos .. upload them next time la.
n the below that ns post havent finished yet, very long ler~

GIVE ME SOME COMMENTS PLS~~!!! no matter u think my photography is good or bad, i need to listen to all the comments so that i can keep it up~

I'm back from NS.

2010-03-17T13:26:00.008+08:00

today, 1 week after back from NS.

1 week b4 i was still in the kem.. with them.
but now.. everything around me in kem disappear
the feeling is like wake up from a dream.
my 2 months wide dream in kem putx2.
everything comes to the normal after i woke up..
cinderella returned back at 12 o'clock.
her shoe left in the palace.
my heart left in the kem.

sometimes, we blame the time had passed too fast.

Travelled down my memory lane to 2 months ago..
the 1st day, i pulled my luggage to my dorm, it was evening. n i saw others girls were bathing in the toilet,they looked at us(sabahan)from toilet door, they were wearing batik n bath in public, used gayung to bath but x inside the shower toilet. i was shocked when they said shower dont have water,bcos i dont have batik, how to bath like them? lucikly that day after they all bath, late a bit, the shower start to have water.. n after that days, everyday if shower x water, i fill up my pail, bring it into the toilet n bath.then, with my sabahan friend, cynthia, the night we wash our cloth together. it was my 1st time, washing my clothes by my own hands. I not really know how to wash by brush, so, i curi curi see how cynthia do that.. n i follow. i felt shame if i told her that was my 1st time.

the 1st activity in kem was KKJ. we had to mentadbir our own kompeni.like draw the flag, matlamat, lagu, sorakan all those. i involve in drawing kompeni flag.everyone who interested in this can sit all together n draw, each ppl sketch out their idea, then teacher chuz. syira n i draw together on a white paper. we got plenty of same ideas n it was great to draw with her.. but teacher chuz tracy's idea. some guys were not satisfied la cos they also hoped their idea got chosen,anyway, they gave up in the end n we started to draw tracy's idea on the blue cloth. It was fun to paint on it. n i still remember got 1 time when i was painting with tracy, some chinese guys started to use hp or camera to capture our photo.. i really cant tahan the flash n scold them la. not scold, tell them x photo pls.

n my birthday!! 7th jan 2010. i thought it gonna be passed like my normal days in camp, but not, teacher called my name when they all having "minum pagi" in the dewan makan. n around 400 ppl sang birthday song to me. then in my cb class, the teacher teach us "tepuk tepuk sayang",pak pak(clap hands 2 times),muakx, repeat 3 times.haha, cikgu called my all classmates do for me while i was standing in front, so shy ler. haha. then got one guy named Friendly shout :"must got one special person do it for her!" then the teacher said the person must be u lor. after that day the teacher like to play us. she likes us so much cos she said she likes korean drama, n she likes to see our cute face. the cikgu kirin told cikgu lily about us too, everytime these 2 teachers saw me, they will ask :"mana friendly?" they like to usik me like that..haha.

n then the 1st sunday was our kompeni bravo duty day. sunday is family visit day.sunday i normally sleep in dorm if x duty. so kompeni yang bertugas must bertugas lor. that day my job was announcement. it was an easy job for me~! when got family member come, they must daftar n wrote their child's name n then i just need to announce :"perhatian x2, wira/wirawati yg bername xxx sila turun ke dewan maken skrg kerana ibu bapa anda sedang menunggu" . actually only got malay version, but the teachers there called me to announce in chinese if the wira or wirawati is chinese. haha. so funny. eventhough their child already came to astaka to welcome their family the teacher still call me to announce their name.. haha. that day i remembered when i duty . got one malay guy called zul, he pulled one chair n sat beside me,n said hi to me, that time the place got some teachers too. i very follow the rules de,wira n wirawati better stay apart in kem. so i ans him that im very hot n ask him to move. then after that a chinese guy called jason did the same thing n asked me :" hp no. lerr.. i asked for many times edi. pls" .got another chinese guys also came n want my hp no. TEACHERS SCOLDED THEM ! :"hey wira, kenapa suka kacau chang!turun 10 kali." the guy was punished. after dat day he dont dare to take hp no. from me liao, manatao bong go give him..

n .. in class lesson quite fun too. the lesson was taught by activities but not textbook. my 1st team , modul 1, in cb5 class i luv the most, RAMPAGE ONe!teamate got vino, tay, rine, farah, liza, zhai,faizol, ken, ong, yang,..got few guys forgot their name. LIZA AND ZHAI BECAME COUPLE bcos of rampage one!~ wow. until when the few days b4 end of this kem, liza had cried for many times.cos ZHAI is a sabahan.they are both muslim but zhai looked like chinese n can speak in chinese.my second team in modul 2 is RM1.one thing that impressed me was the moment then aiz shout in RM1 team. he looked quiet in class, but when he lead the sorakan, he can shout til his face became red. i had learnt a lot in class cb,modul1 n 2, thx ckigu kirin n cikigu zakaria n i love cb5 ~!

one day my purse was lost, but i didnt know until...
the teacher announce in the early morning that got one black purse was found outside the 4 dorms of alpha n bravo wirawati kompeni. i normally x care abt this kind of announcememnt. i was so confident that my purse was in my locker, bcos i never brought it out from my locker. until the evening , b4 we all riadah, the teacher cikgu chan announce again in front of 400ppl. raise up the black purse, i heard he announce:"whos purse?nobody want ah, this purse quite expensive de(pierre cardin)" but i sat down there at the padang kawad n sambil lewa, x care. then he start to say,while taking out the cards inside,
:"this purse is belonged to a chinese, inside got padini card"
(my heart:oh., i also got this card)
"got this kose card "
(my heart: so ngam,i also got this card)
" n got this bla bla bla ,."
(my heart: oh no, impossible wat i had the person also had mah.."
i ran forward while 400 pairs of eyes look at me.. some ppl laugh. cos announce so many times now only the owner realised. anyway, my rm250+ was stolen edi. but i still okay with it la, cos what was lost already lost, we cried also cant changed everything. then cikgu kirin called me to follow her to pejabat.in pejabat every teachers were worried abt it, but KJ (Ketua jurulatih) said money lost is hard to find back, almost 7 or 8 teachers there, they keep asking me abt my situation lor. n they really care abt me la. that time i dont know why my tears drop, then one teacher put her hand on my shoulder n said nvm.. money lost can earn back, n then i told them :" i cried not bcos my money lost, bcos u all too care abt me until i very terharu." then they all za dao. haha. when i went back to my dorm, every girls surrounded me n comfort me, they were really good to me.
:"u want what, i buy for u"
:"u want money just say, dont be shy . we will help u "
:"if u want to buy wat just say.. "
:"i can lend my money to u 1st"
etc.. etc.. these made my tears dropped again in front of them. n this time still the same reason, touched.hahaha. n one fren,umul, call me to close my eyes, n she put rm10 on my hand. i said i cant accept it but she said if fren, no need to count.love them so much, we are really family in kem. n b4 when the 1st day they all went back for holidays, KJ(ketua jurulatih) gave me an envelope, inside got money. Kj said this is the donation from my kompeni bravo, wira n wirawati . my eyes almost pop out from its bucket at that moment. i cant accept that money but i also cant return it back, cos what had done already done.how to give back those money? n that time my dad already bank in rm150 to teacher n teacher already gave me, i already got money to use. in the end wat to do, just accept it lor. n i felt thankful to those who donate the money to me. n who in charge in this. wira bravo i not very know them, Bong told me that Aiz in charge to collect the money, it is not an easy job to collect money from wira so that time i was touched again by what he had done.i cant forgot this sentence from bong :" he care u more than i do, i felt a bit shame." after CNY, i got a good chance to thank in front of all bravo teammates with a mic.thx again bravo kump1 siri 7 kem put x2~

we always heard ghost stories in kem plkn.
it happened in my dorm too.
one girl called ameliah, she told us she can see those things.n got a period, few night b4 she slept she saw that n moved to sleep with kecik n baca kitab.. like this only la. not terrible de lar. n got one girl very lemeah 1, named isa, one day at padang kawad she suddenly faint down. ameliah said bcos those things kacau her. n she got pengecualian or penangguhan(not sure) than go back home on that day. srious ler. but i think not terrible enough lor.

n my unforgotten valentine's day !
my 1st candlelight dinner in my life ~ holidays of cny started since 12th. then sabahan stay in kem lor. 13th they brought us to malacca town. n then that day we only got 1 hours to shopping, tracy n i took chance to buy celebration stuff like candles,glass cups, spaghetti n the cheese sauce. cant forget that moment i hold her hand, ran here n there in the shopping mall to buy our things. cos time is limited.at 1st we tried to cook by the fire(the way cook in hutan) teacher help to burn a little fire. but this was fail. in the end we cook in kitchen, it was much more easier! romantic music played from my phone when we were eating. the celebration was successful!

every night b4 i sleep, i will pull my katil out n 30degree angle to the left side, n sleep under the fan~ n b4 i sleep i sure will say good night to my left side bedmate，Liyana.got one day, we both slept already but we havent say good night to each other. then i suddenly realised it n opened my eyes, woke up n called her name, she gazed at me with half-opened eyes, n then she greet me Good Night 1st b4 i did .. she knew what i want to say! haha. felt so warm~ wish u Good night every night, Liyana.

got one night we all wirawati bravo wear cap n jacket,act cool haha.

n.. mandi pagi.
at 1st when i stay in kem i got mandi pagi, the morning in kem is so cold n the water is so cold . mandi pagi really a big task for me! cos i felt like i was freezed when the cold water poured down on my body in the early morning. after few weeks, i stopped this habit in kem. as i always get flu easily caused by this. for me, mandi or not in the morning x different lor.at home not same, got heater mah, so can enjoy bathing in the morning. the important is at noon n evening or night must bath. cos in the morning i x sweat, wash face n brush teeth enough la, no need waste cold water in the morning. another reason beside cold is i lazy lor. 6.15am need to kumpul, i always 6.00am baru wake up. wer got time? haha. and i found that most chinese girls in my kem x bath in the morning too. so, this became the chance for my dorm wirawati bravo to usik me. hey chang ada mandi pagi kah? yerr. busuk tak mandi pagi. already biasa with this. haha. n remember got one day bravo duty too on sunday, that day aiz announce, i duty carry thing, n we all together at astaka. then one of my fren saw got lalat on the table, n ask :"kenapa banayak lalat di sini?" and other my girl fren screeched loudly in front of all ppl :" kerana CHANG TAK MANDI PAGI!" oh no, O.O got one wira said:"bongkar secret wirawati" . i dont mind ppl know i tak mandi pagi la, cos tak mandi tak mandi pagi la, tak mandi pagi doesnt mean i'm dirty ma, agree? so what. they just laugh laugh,but aiz was there, sitting in front of me, he ask me why i dont mandi pagi lagi. i ans :"cos malas la n sya wangi mah, tak payah membazir air mandi pagi lor." hahaha

n my dobi job.
a herculean job which wont be appreciated.
nobody know the tiredness, except for all ketua n penolong dobi in kem putx2.
1st few weeks really tired like want to die already.everyday monday til friday, around 7pm collect clothes from around 20 dormmate,n that time 1st few weeks without wheelbarrow(both wheelbarrow wira had taken) my penolong Puva n i had to count the clothes,n record it. i at home the dirty table cloth i also x touch, but in kem, all those dirty clothes with wet sweat, i was forced to touch them when i count them. n the stocking too. then we had to carry the big bag of clothes to dewan makan by our hands,n then carry back clean clothes from dobi.we had to finish our job b4 we go bath, 6.30pm had dinner, that 1st few weeks i everyday skipped dinner for my job. when we go back dorm, we need to distribute the clean clothes from dobi to everyone. lucikly after few weeks, good news for all ketua dobi n penolong dobi, the lorry of dobi will not wait us at dewan makan anymore, they will wait us outside our dorm gate. n that time wira gave us to use the wheelbarrow! so, my job getting easier a bit. n i made a schedule for my dormmates to do job too, they need to distribute the clothes at night b4 sleep. n Puva dont know why, when the lorry start to collect clothes from outside the gate, she was getting lazier, got one week she never help me in my job, i did all the stuff by myself. so sad. after that week michelle start to be my new partner, i bersyukur she was there to help me, if not, i may die in exhaustion. something funny abt us is, sometimes we even fight to carry the clothes by wheelbarrow until the gate.
"i do!"
"nonono~ i do, u go bath!"
"i said i do u go bath!"
"dont like that ler, pls, u go bath, i do."

cos,
i know, u dont want me to be tired.
u know, i dont want u to be tired.

ADDED on 24 march
continue sharing~

Repelling.
never in my wildest dream that i will cry when playing this game. haha. really "throw my face". feel so shame to share it here. haha . i am a brave girl, how come.... haiz. jurulatih called us not to look at the back when start to repel or when repelling, but i degil, stubborn.. i go look down b4 i start to repel n it made my tears of fear come out(luckily above there not many ppl). it was 10000xxxx higher then what i thought in my head. i had no confident that i can carry my body by holding the only rope, got reason why i x confident, bcos even sit up i cant do well, mean i cant angkat my body~ every morning need to do senaman pagi. n that is the only activity which i hate, bcos i cant do many challenged movement such like sit up . struggled for few minutes above there, finally under the encouragement from jurulatih, i started to make a small movement on my feet. n i succeed to land on the ground without any hurt. haha. i can laugh n smile edi but my tears still havent finish evaporate. so my frens all laugh me : chang nangis ~~ chang nangis. that time got heard one jurulatih below said wat :" oh. ini takut mati" i am not takut mati. i only takut i mati dalam kesakitan. haha. after taken out the repelling equipment, i fast fast find one corner to hide my face. haha

a funny action.
one night when we gather in dewan makan.boring time,then i saw poh yin's armpit without purpose. then i asked her : "why ur armpit no hair 1, u everyday shave a?" "yerr. why u see other ppl that part~" then we start the experiment. haha. we both cooperate to "investigate" our frens' armpit.
aim: to investigate girl's armpit whether got hair or not?
hypothesis : most girl will shave
procedure :
1, i call my girl frenx to put their hands on their head.n look at the other side say got something there.
2, poh yin go observe got hair or not.
3, record the data in brain
conclusion : hypothesis is accepted. hahaha
then AL Aien nadia also join to do experiment on others~
hahahahaha.

n remember one day i went back dorm, ameliah shout :"chang dah balik~~!!!!" i also felt weird why she shout so loud, she ran towards with her ki siao expression remind me that something bad going to happen on me. oh no~ they wanna rape me~ i sat on bed n they kept pulling my seluar pt.struggled with them for few minutes then they gave up. frens around just laugh laugh. i let out sigh of tiredness n told them : " kau org mahu buka saya punya seluar cakap saja la,saya akan buka sendiri, tak payah main tarik tarik, nanti seluar saya koyak." they all za dao n laugh even louder.hahaha

toilet wars.
it was petang, around 4pm on the last sunday. i wanted to take shower. i was taking my towel n "inside cloth" while walking to the toilet which is just a stone throw away from dorm. going out from dorm, "ah~~~ wah~~ " shrieking continuous screams from toilet pierced my ears . upon reaching the toilet main door, there was a scene which terrified me. Michelle n AL holding gayung filled with water,inside toilet still got Mun, they look at me. my feet stuck on the wet floor few seconds b4 my brain send response to my muscle to call it to move. i rush out but still the water movement was faster, i got wet. the problem is, my towel n bra n panties which i hold were wet too! okay, nvm. i went back dorm n got another pair of inside cloth, returned back to the toilet. this time, i speed up to 1000km/j, spin into the shower toilet, YES!!~ i got into the shower toilet n lock the door b4 they could chase me. i sighed with satisfaction n smile inside the shower toilet:) who knows? water was poured over the door!!! never in my thought that they would do that. i was like a mice in the toilet which run here n there to avoid from getting wet again. i x care if they pour me water! but pls dont pour at the moment when i hold my towel n my "inside cloth" which i going to use.. wuhu~~ going back to my dorm again, that time many dormmate laugh n i laugh also la, third time . haha. they all kasian me. the same thing repeat again for the third time. i really beh tahan liao~ i really want to bath n x time edi. this time i put down my wet cloth n towel on my bed. walked swiftly to the toilet n REVENGE!! toilet wars among three of us started n i even made AL's towel wet. haha. then i saw Mun~ she was wrapped in towel n going to walk out from toilet. she scream :"dont pour on me!! " but i dont care so much la, just pour water on her dry towel, haha let her feel how i felt when my towel wet. then she bend down her knee n cried. Michelle n AL stopped playing when they saw it. sorry sorry sorry.. sorry. forgot how many times i apologized. the war ended. she walked away n left me in the toilet, n i bath in a tad bit of guilty that day. after that kumpul di dewan makan, i saw her n i sms her to apologized again n said wat she want me to do to let her forgive me. but then she smiled to me n said it's okay, nthg edi~ haha. "it's okay~~ it's alright~" spirit of bravo。 the next day also my last day in kem, we played water again in the evening. almost all wirawati bravo join. it was fun, really really enjoyed the moment, but we waste water. XD

lazy to type already. continue next time larh. haha

ADDED ON 18TH APRIL

just now sms with dan hong n shuk yun, they are doing well in plkn too~ happy. n dan hong told me their kompeni kena denda wear the bedsheet carry pillow n pail, run around the padang. haha so funny. this make me think of my kem too, got one morning, the malay guys slept in their dorm n skip solat pagi, kena tangkap, then punished. the punishment is they use their blanket to wrap their head like wearing tudung, hugging their pillow, run around the surau, we were having our breakfast just beside the surau, n kept laughing at them. so so so funny~ n here cant sambil makan sambil jalan, got one day a chinese guy walking back to dorm while eating his pear. then kena tangkap oleh jurulatih, the punishment is : sambil use a hand to do bumping, sambil use another hand to eat his pear, until he finished it. so funny. haha

n remember 1st 1st come here, we mix with other races. here x indian frens mah. so i learn basic indian language from the frens there, at 1st i speak with geleng x2 my head, but they all laugh, they said no need to geleng my head, i said why in tv the actor do so? they said that is in the TV only. haha.. yuan lai ru chi~~

I touched m16!

2010-02-28T21:19:00.000+08:00

This monday i went to tentera place to 'play' m16. I got 80 marks out of 100. First ten bullet is for practice. Next 20 bullet count marks. Got one real soldier beside me teach me how. She said i had done excellently. Wow. So happy. Got ppl got zero mark. Praise me praise me. Haha. K. Today family visit day. Above that handsome guy is my fren's cousin. Haha. K, still got few days to go. A bit berat hati to leave here. When i back i will write more n upload more photo. Wait me! N when spm result out? Why so many ppl said dif date?

Donate blood, 20th FEBruary

2010-02-21T09:22:00.001+08:00

This week my kompeni,bravo, wirawati dorm got the last 4 the kebersihan dorm. So, today,as a punishment, we whole wirawati bravo must we full celoreng until night. Wira the dirtiest is alpha.Other ppl went out to multimedia university today,but dirty gal n boy must stay in kem. Good also, we just sleep,eat,sleep,eat.. Take rest. On the other hand, today in kem got blood donation, who wanna donate also stay in kem. I also want to donate, since long long time ago. So, if wirawati bravo can go out, i oso will stay in kem la to donate. Ok. Here the story .. After check my blood, i continue the procedure to check my blood pressure. To my dismay, the dr told me that i cant donate, cause my blood pressure too low.. My heart sank,my dream broke.. I already be ready to donate, tiba x2.. My eyes welled up, tears almost burst out.. I walked away and wash my face. footstep getting heavier and heavier as it was rooted on the floor .. "Nevermind,next time donate lo" the friends' voice was heard. ... Haha. The above description of my feeling, enough or not? Kla. Then i went 'minum pagi'at 10.30am . Eat po pia ,bun,kuah and apple.after that i suddenly thought of go check my blood pressure again. Cause when we full, we got more energy, maybe blood pressure higher,kan?. How i know? I can , i cAN really CAN CAN DONATE BLOOD.my blood pressure really rose to the normal.Haha. I laugh till see teeth no see eyes. Hahaha. From cant donate to can donate. The feeling is really very very good.the moment i can felt that i was in the seventh heaven! The whole process of blood donation i just laugh laugh laugh. My friends all say i gila. Next i want to tell that just now 7.30pm to 9.30pm i went to tzu chi. The photo above i take there. P/S: I had written the above text last night . Just havent publish it to blog. Thx 4 reading my life in kem! !

My 团圆饭

2010-02-15T11:22:00.001+08:00

last WORDS b4 ns

2010-01-03T06:08:00.002+08:00

just now went to stadium likas at 5.00am. saw some big buses,some future kem-mate.
the letter mention that we must gather there 1 hour b4 6.00am.

u know why i still here at home, typing this post?

because, 5.00am went there, they only check some of my documents n ic, gave me a form to donate blood(i will donate)this only took in 1 minutes or less than that. then she called me to come back at 7.15am.. lolx. if i knew this earlier, i might go there at 7.00am, n stayed in my slumberland for more 2 hours. i slept at 12.00pm last night, n woke up at 4. My eyes will feel a bit pierced when air or wind touch the outermost surface of my eyes(forgot that layer call what). pity ler, hope tonight my new bed will treat me good.

Good bye my family, my friends, my blog visitors
我的爱人们，再见了～

i will back with muscles

wish me happy birthday

2010-01-02T23:34:00.004+08:00

tonight celebrate my 18th birthday earlier.
actual d.o.b : 7th jan

long long time ago, i planned to have a big celebration for this meaningful 18th birthday.. but now, .. haix. just a simple celebration for tonight. nvm la. haha.

SO,
mean i gonna "celebrate" the actual birthday in kem putra-putri.
hey my blog visitor, if u want to greet me on my birthday,
please type "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" and send to 0162525399 on 7 th, b4 12.00pm.
although that day is thursday(maybe cant use hp), but i still can receive the warm greetings ont the saturday. haha. thx thx.

this song maybe can represent my feeling in the kem.. wuhu~~
**aiks aiks**
i x upload dao this song video,sowi~ sang by me de . "祝我生日快乐"
bcos the uploading is really slow.. n i have to sleep now.
next time baru upload larhx

n

i have some birthday wishes.. because it is late night now, n lack of time, so i am not going to share what are my birthday wishes here.. tomorrow morning need to wake up at 3.30am. 5.00am must gather at stadium likas..so early.. if i free in kem, i will try to blog by mobile. hehe.

18 years old already, turn into an adult. wow , ADULT!!
WHAT CAN an adult do?

watch "high" standard movie
drink alcohol
cigarette
marriage
still got what can do, no time to think, help me to list it, k?

but doesnt mean i want to do it.

ok,still got few hours can turn me into soldier
feeling ； complicated
my parents are calling me to sleep now .
byebye to my bed, n aircon.

n bye bye to u.

Happy 2010

2010-01-01T22:02:00.018+08:00

the passed 7 days,
25.12.09,
venue : centre point
friends : shuk yun, hailing, may, james, nelson
activities : movie, fun square, pool.

26.12.09
venue : mengatal
friends : sabrina, elaine, allysa, caraline ... etc
activities : car law lesson , sleep

27.12.09
venue : warisan square, centre point
friends : vanessa, sabrina, xinyiing
activities : yam cha, window shoping a while

28.12.09
venue : city mall
friends : 6c(2004) lazy to list all of them
activities : dinner, chit chat, yam cha

29.12.09
venue : warisan square , centre point
friends : karen, elijah, joanna, harn ni n her bro, pawara, pei jun, jai voon, hailing, fook ming, kah seng, derek, daniel, keat seng, jevon, tmc, hou kiet, ..etc
activities : movie( i x join), dinner, fun square

30.12.09
venue : hospital luyang , hospital putatan
new friends : laura, JC , uncleS and auntS..
activities : medical check up

31.12.09
6.00pm ( i arrived at 7.30pm )
venue : upperstar lintas, yoyo lintas
friends : ivy and amanda
activities : dinner, chit chat, yam cha

9.30pm
venue : waterfront
friends : jai voon, hailing n her "bf", pawara, keat seng, kah seng, daniel, derek, clement.
activities : yam cha, chit chat, "killer" game, truth or dare. COUNTDOWN!!!

truth or dare , what we dare
--> jaivoon stood up n "clang clang" the glass by a spoon n giggled "hepi neuii year" then we "woo~" her.. she suppose to shout out.
daniel called the leng zai waiter n took photo (ss) with him.
pawara stood up n chirped happy new year until many ppl focus at our table.
n... etc.

the countdown was very fun !!

DJ of one restaurant (pub maybe) : " still have 15mins to go!! "
ppl around + us : " wow!! AAAAaaaaaaaarrrhh~~~ wow!! wuhu~!!

this continue until 12.00pm , dj shout, we shout. haha.
the waiter n waitress of one restaurant brought out POT n "clang clang clang"
so funny ah, n i saw one old uncle laugh until "see tooth, x see eyes" n kept goyang his body.. haha.
n i impurposely caught sight of one couple, maybe husband n wife, (around 37 years old)
they hugged when 12.00pm n kiss!! lol, 1st time watch the live show.
n.. many "red hair" ppl there, an mor~
one waiter very leng zai ler, we got took photo with him.. haha. daniel happy lor.
fireworks could be seen from far away..
one head can cover the sight of fireworks, mean it was really small n far from us.
we greeted each other although we x kenal
"happy new year!!"
"happy new year to u too!"
good .. i like this.
n we smiled when looked at each other.

...................................................

today,
clean up my messy room..

n day after tomorrow going to ns.. but i havent packing yet
sunblock which i need so much in ns,

actually dark complexion also nice, right? sexy ~~
hehe

n.. just now had dinner outside with family
oh~, my grandma had eaten so much..
she is 80 this year. but still very strong n healthy.

what were on the table..

my 2nd brother

今天验身体的报告

2009-12-30T16:04:00.007+08:00

早上去照X光，验尿，看眼睛。
所有的报告都要在下午两点时给医生看。
本来以为自己很健康，谁知道！！！
尿有问题。。医生叫我去验第二次。
OH NO～惨
我不爱喝水，又爱吃比较＂毒＂的食物，如LAKSA～
如果我有什么病的话，不是去不到KEM liao？
我的心，七上八下。。。
因为我想去KEM。
当时我也在想，如过不去，三个月要做什么？
走着走着，想着想着，我又来到了验尿部门。
给了同样的小纸杯，进了厕所。

又惨了～没有尿尿。因为我真的很少喝水。

经过一翻努力，YEAH 。成功

我的尿还是很黄下，当时有想过要不要加一点自来水。
因为我真的不想有什么事，害到我去不到KEM。
想想下，还是不要啦！

又再见同一个美丽的马来人医生。
医生说："Kamu kurang minum air, Perlu sentiasa minum air ya."

(两次的验尿报告)

我笑笑说我以后回喝很多水。
好彩，好彩～只是少喝水的问题

看到她打勾＂SIHAT＂的字，爽啊！！

我是健康的人！！！
我是健康的人！！！！！
我是健康的人！！！！！！！

走出房门外，我就一直笑，笑，笑～
走出医院的大门，我就一直叫，叫，叫～

妈妈也笑笑地看我.

还有还有，今天我拿的那个号码纸（等医生的号码）
竟然是，１３１４，一生一世。

报告完毕！

今天早上的事

2009-12-30T11:55:00.007+08:00

今天，我觉得这首歌很好听，MTV很好看,真的。
故事讲述中学生的恋爱，最后，那男的要出国念书了。。。
虽然很老套，但我还是觉得很好看。
我今天发现，原来大便的时候哭，会大得更顺畅。真的,你可以试一下~

还有三天,
只剩下三天。

刚才去做身体检查，认识了排在我前面跟后面的两个女生。
有一个竟然跟我同KEM!!!开心，
她叫＂J C＂

6C reunion (2009)

2009-12-28T23:05:00.006+08:00

我要改变形象！！！！
我要改变形象！！！！
我要改变形象！！！！
我要改变形象！！！！
我要改变形象！！！！
我要改变形象！！！！
我要改变形象！！！！
我要改变形象！！！！
我要改变形象！！！！
我要改变形象！！！！

6c(2004),every year we have reunion, this is what i proud to be an ex-classmate of 6c.. it is not a party la, just a gathering with old frens. n the reunion for this year was just passed.

long time no see federick, he didn't come.
long time no see mei en, she didn't come too.

they got their reason for not coming..
they must have a very very important things to do, n it cause them cant attend the gathering, yea, they sure, if not, they sure will come n meet me..yea.. like this, sure..haizzz..dont think too much la.( suddenly bcum emo)..

"I miss u, u dont know."
i dont dare to contact u, because i scared the next ignorance from u will break my heart again into zillion pieces.

5 years flew by...in a blink of eyes.

anyway, look at the BRIGHT side!!!!

i saw tamar chang! wow. she is so leng lui like ''abc'' oh. her appearance recall me that i need to CHANGE my "natural" style,i found that recently i very ''lefe''lor ,dont know why,i even can hang out with toilet slipper, n remember one day shopping with whui chi,dan hong, fiona fong..

whui chi:"原来你穿到那么随便的啊？"
dan hong:"你要不要我借你梳子?"

hahaha. yea. it's time to change. 18 years old jor. Tamar chang is a very good student with good exam result,she also wear sexy n put make up. This make me change my opinion that, good students also can be fashionable ! !i know, but just b4 this i dont really dare. haha, so i want to change! agree?

n i saw daryl goh too, haha, he is so shY just now,LOL,
n his chinese speaking,ehem..ehem
gavin good in breaking ice. plang plang! break break..
i think around 20 ppl lor just now. n that wks, wear cap lagi at night. Sometimes what he says really make me 下不了台

some want to come, but no transport, or not in kk. x yuen fen la.
wish u guys good luck in studies n 身体健康,healthy healthy.
this might be the last reunion i think ,all will fly to study in dif place jor ..
to search our dream n actualize our dream...

*photos will be uploaded next time.
n photos of 6c reunion 2008 can view in my photo album.

boring days at home

2009-12-20T21:24:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went to elijah's birthay party. n in the corner of his house, we (hailing,elaine n me) made this.
pls bend down ur head to the left to watch.

hahahahahahahahahahahahHAAHAAHAA

just now, i type Kem Putra-Putri n search by Google.com(forgot how many times i did this)
I want to know what my future living place look like.

Is the toilet clean?
the bed which I am going to sleep on...
what is the food for me to survive in the coming 3 months?

and this time i found something new,
more photos then b4 those i have seen on website.
wuhu~~ i am happy.
lucikly my future toilet got ceramic tiles!!muahahaha,
unlike some camp, only cement.. chan !@#$%^&
n the kem dicat semula~~!!!!! haha . good good

to TMC,if u want to view,copy paste this
http://www.friendster.com/viewphotos.php?a=798864260&uid=101332510
ATTENTION, the 1st page of those photos are sebelum dicat semula de,see page 2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9.. u will see the different! haha.
last time no garden de(cos that time still new),n now i can see some flowers in photos.

last day n last day

2009-12-14T20:02:00.005+08:00

Last day of spm, I'm happy.
Last day of school, I'm sad.

一路走来，心录历程。[心路or心录？]
along spm ( visitor dont read, it bores u), just want to do my record here.

18th nov -> 14th dec
This period was the toughest days of my life, since i was borned and breath until now.

who i want to thank.

my parents,esp mum
she treated my like i was the princess, sometimes more than that, a queen. i remember got 1 time, i suddenly felt want to eat potato chips when studying.I phoned her. sHE REally bought for me, 4 different brand of P.C.,pringles,mr.potato, cottage n 1 local kk brand.haha.to fulfil my appetite(she seldom or never bought). If spm can make me a princess, i wish i always have spm. lol

teachers.
pn ong ,
thx for always want us to write 4 pages, in spm, i wrote 5
pn chua ,
b4 this i x like ur style de, call us do wat pembetulan(x10),think back to that time,i think i am really childish lo,bcos we(me n ivy)want to defend u,x10 really too much,n we also discuss something which now i think it is stupid, MOVE to allsaint bcos dont wan to do the pembetulan.lol.the discussion x result cos quite impossible,so we just guai guai do pembetulan. but when spm, ur encouragement(everytime u see me u touch me n call me to do well,"你可以的"),u knw i always fail in sejarah, n u ever said in class:"for those who always fail, i only hope u can get c5", but , u hope me to get a+ !! it really touch my heart. thx you~

ppl who support me by sms(teachers,cousins,friends)

n mr. d
a good preson. the day,i lost my acc notebook(very important).I left in school after addmath exam(1 week b4 acc exam).n i didn't remember that.Just realized 2 days b4 acc exam.That time i called my friends same class with me n ask whether got see the notebook or not.(esther, florina, ckk, allysa.mr.d).they sat near me during spm.没想到!he went to school help me to find it, it was sunday.he said he got pass by.
result:he found it.n i happy until fly to the sky.

after 14th,predict my future.
I will miss all of u so much,my schoolmates,ur smile.
the pleasant memories with u,will always replay in my mind.
THIS IS X complete yet. wait ah.

I hate racist. I love my country.

2009-12-12T21:22:00.010+08:00

just now in accident, i view namewee's blog, which quite famous bcos of some video clips in youtube. then i read the comments of his posts, see what ppl thinking about this guy. I am not his supporter or anti him. just as a follower of Malaysian issue, sometimes i likes to involve in this. gRrr.anD I was extremely annoyed by one's comments, he didnt put his name,but he used miaw to represent himself. maybe bcos he is a NO HEAD turtle. here are some of the comments, see if u have the same feeling like me. this taofu brain-ed human kept bringing up sensitive issue by comments, which were not related to the post.siao~

in namewee's blog. http://namewee.blogspot.com
Anonymous said...
Miawww!! Miawww!!
Support 1 Malaysia = No SJKC or SMJKC or Chinese Newspaper

All Chinese must used Malaysian name like Indonesia or Thailand = 1Malaysia.

Come on support 1Malaysia!!

November 23, 2009 9:37 AM

Anonymous said... Miawww!!

Can u imagine? If no chinese in Malaysia means no PKM brutally killed innoncent villagers.

If in Malaysia no Chinese must no 13 May Tragedy.

Haha

Chinese unthankful when Malay give citizenship to Chinese. Namewee The Boar @ Babi proof it.

Miawww!! Miawww!

Ni hao miaw!!!

November 24, 2009 2:55 PM

Anonymous said... Miawww!!!

Haha

Yah, closed and banned all SJKC, SMJKC and UTAR also banned Mandarin language and Chinese Newspaper.

If closed this vernacular school, nobody wanna talk to learn Mandarin in Malaysia and all Malaysian children together study in 1School = 1Malaysia.

Then, all Chinese just read newspaper in Bahasa lehhh

Or, all of u can go back to your motherland Taiwan. When China want conquarer Taiwan, all of u must migrant to Australia or NZ

Haha

Run!! Chinese Run!!

Chinese not loyal to any country. When China wanna take over Hong Kong from Great Britain prove it!!!

Haha

Miawwww!!! Miawww!!

Hao miaww ni

November 25, 2009 8:55 AM
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there are many others lagi.really pierced my eyes the moment looking on these. yes, actually i no need to care abt this hollowman's barks. Just felt that, there is no one Malysia IF racist is still exist. and, i did scold back the miaw, not scold la, is a long long educated explaination to him.Many ppl boom him too, I am glad to see some Malays also anti-miaw, anti-racist.anti-sampah masyarakat !! yeah~~

and now, i realized that I had wasted the passed few hours, doing nthg for my chinese subject. OH ~ NO!! ! n i haven't showered yet for today(I remember someone ever called me not to bath late, it's not good for health), GOOD NIGHT.wish me have a good time in bathroom. XD

是自恋，还是自爱?

2009-12-11T09:24:00.000+08:00

＂自恋＂是现今，年轻一族爱用的名词之一。在马来西亚，我们说：SS。

昨天是部落格的开幕日，直到今天早上，我差不多翻阅了此面上千上万次（词性：夸张），虽然只有一个坡思。百看不厌。哈！然后，再看看URL上面有我的大名，爽啊～

＂有一种想见，一直见的～享受。有一种快乐埋藏在，我心中＂｛原曲：听说爱情回来过｝

打打下中文字，才发现我的拼音很烂！惨。星期一要考华文科，５天的中间假期，直到现在我已浪费了两天。我的直觉告诉我，我将会浪费今天。。感觉好像考完了的轻松，全马拿华文科的战友应该大部分都有同感bah!?

1st post on blog.Opening Ceremony

2009-12-10T12:36:00.001+08:00

plak!plak!!plak!!~~ welcome to my blog (ss) yeah !
cut ribbon ceremony ~

cicakcicak.. wuhu~

my speech :
tuan tuan dan puan puan,

我今天很开shin.
可以正式开张这个很就以前就想开liao de blog.
this blog is still new to me. learning how to use it.
why ppl's blog got frens di? how to add ppl? haha. i dont know.

okla. nthg to talk liao. sekian.

terima kasih.

Your faithfully,
yxsiwkal <<[signature]